I accidentally overdosed on this stuff. I'm not going to bother making a new post, I'm just going to copy what I posted in the "I'm so high" thread. I guess I blacked out. I only remember taking 15ml of it, but it looks like at least 150ml of it is gone. I am leaving the spelling mistakes in the posts just to give an idea of how messed up I was. Here are the posts I made:
POST #1
The DXM trip was quite insane. I seemed to have more control over my body, but I was really out of my mind. I still knew that time seemed to move slow every time I used DXM, but I still didn't know what day it was or how long I had been in that state.
I am out of poppies. I've had a small amount of hydrocodone, the usual potentiators, and some loperamide to prevent withdrawal. I should have more poppies soon.
I have to get wasted, so I have used 13ml of 2-methyl-2-butanaol over the last 3 hours. I am fucked. I feel drunk without the sickness that I'd get from ethanol. Walking is difficult.
POST #2(I have no memory of making the second part of this post)
Drunk some more 2mwethyl2-butanol and fell off the bed. I made my mouth and knuckles bleed. I don't care. I am so fucked. I didn't feel anything bad when I felt and saw myself bleed. I will just lay in bed until I can walk without falling on my ass or another body part.
I'd be really really sick if this was ethanol that I was drinking. I think I like this stuff.
I have a cut onm my face from falling to and it is bleeding. I am not bleeding very much so it is okay. Typing is hard so I will quit.
Edit
I might have overdosed.
I don;r think I wikll die
Id I do, I Hope a certaine person sees this message becauise I owe them something. I want that person to knoe that I didn'r mean to screw them over. I can;'t help it if I die, PlEase tell them if I die. I dont think I will, but I am noit sure. I never faukl my obligatioms anf I never rip anyone off. I am not that kind of ass hole. I lefy a message for my mother to fullfull any ob.lgations if she sees the merssage. i cant see straighght. Goodbye/ I'm sorry if I have fycked up too much. I Apologize to the interface.
POST #3
I wasn't bleeding much last night. I ended up sleeping for about 20 hours and I am still really fucked up. I'm never doing that again. I pissed in a bottle because I couldn't stand up, and that bottle is busted to pieces with piss all over the floor. My glasses are gone and I don't know where they are. At least I have another pair of glasses to wear until I find the good ones. My cigarettes are also broken. I have know Idea how all of this happened. I am still wobbly on my feet and fucked in the head. I will never do this again. It has been neer
feet and it has been nearly a day since I dosed and I am still fucked up. I slept for 20 hours. I couldn't believe the time when I awoken.
POST #4
I fell and cut my knee and elbow about an hour ago. Eveything is spinning. My vision is fucked. I can barely walk. I hope I don't stay like this forever. I took 22.5mg of hydrocodone to keep from getting sick with the usual potentiatiors. That is all the typing I am going to do for now, as it is diffiicult.
POST #5
I haven't used anything today except a couple of cigarettes, but I am still fucked up. I looked at the bottle of 2-methyl-2-butanol, and it is less that half full. It was at least three fifths full before this. It is a 1 liter bottle. A normal dose is in the five to twelve milliliter range. I remember taking 15ml, not all at once. I have no idea what happened to the rest. My math and estimation abilities are fucked right now, but I am going to guess at least 150ml of the shit is missing. I assume I drunk it because I am still fucked up about 42 hours later and the stuff has a really strong smell and I didn't smell it.
This ranks up with the biggest fuck ups I've ever made, right with the time I used a huge amount of benzos, ambien, and DXM while I was too fucked up to see the danger, and maybe even the time I mixed a large dose of DXM with a large dose of ephedra and ended up in the hospital.
I just hope I didn't do any permanent damage.
POST #6
I'm almost back to normal, thank god! I don't think I've ever been so glad to not be fucked out of my scull. I did have 37.5mg of hydrocodone and the usual potentiators. I'm not going to keep listing all of those. I feel a nice warm glow, but nothing to great. I really don't want to be really high right now.
I hope that I don't feel any effects of that 2-methyl-2-butanol overdose when I wake up. I know there is still some in my system because I can feel it and taste it on my breath. I'm just glad that it didn't make me feel sick and didn't kill me. I have no idea how much it would take to kill a person.
I fell earlier and smashed my dick. It is all swollen and it burns like hell every time I pee. That was last night. I have no problem walking straight now. I shouldn't fall any more.
My mother told me that she found me in the floor lying in piss on top of a broken bottle around 8:00AM Tuesday morning, and I assume I was there all night. I somehow managed to not get cut. I have no memory of it. I think it was Tuesday morning, it might have been Monday morning. I really am not sure. I don't remember anything until I woke up around 6:00PM whatever day that was. I was fucked out of my head for I don't know how long after regaining awareness.
I don't know how all that happened. I only remember using 15ml of it. I guess that was enough to cause me to lose my memory and my ability to recognize the danger of taking more of the stuff. I guess the maximum safe dose of that substance for me is around 12ml. Going above that could cause a blackout where I could do just about anything with no awareness of my actions.