travisr
Bluelighter
- Joined
- May 10, 2009
- Messages
- 65
Dear Oxy,
Im finally realising that I can't be with you anymore, Im chosing my family over you. Its just too bad it took me 3 years to see the light. You know at first it was true love, or what I thought was true love. Little did I know your the most sneeky, evil, most fucked up bitch I ever met in my life. It was cool hanging out with your other friends at first (vicodens, narcos, perks) but when I met you, you really blew them out of the water. I know its not all your fault, you could mean soo much to someone who REALLY needs you, but the truth is I did'nt. I just WANTED you. So im as much to blame as you are, but we need to go our own ways already. I've spent too much time and energy and also money on you, thinks that I could have, NO, should have spent on my own family and kids. Like this christmas, I was too concerned about not having enough of you to even wanna spend time with my family and I hate you for that. I will never forgive you for doing this to me, and turning me into some kind of monster.
I've gone blind to the fact that my life was better without you, even if it was harder. When I was down you picked me up, and lately it seems, im always down. So as usuall I turn to you and you always take me in your warm embrace. Oh how I love your embrace, but as its been said "Nothing Lasts Forever..." Truer words have never been spoken. Writing this brings up a song that we used to listen to together alot, Marlyn Manson's Tainted Love, and I see my love for you is tainted. Now I Run From You, Its what I need. Its what my family needs, so my "Love" we need to go our seperate ways. I have no doubt you will always be on my mind, but Its over. Im spent....
Sincerly, Travis
Im finally realising that I can't be with you anymore, Im chosing my family over you. Its just too bad it took me 3 years to see the light. You know at first it was true love, or what I thought was true love. Little did I know your the most sneeky, evil, most fucked up bitch I ever met in my life. It was cool hanging out with your other friends at first (vicodens, narcos, perks) but when I met you, you really blew them out of the water. I know its not all your fault, you could mean soo much to someone who REALLY needs you, but the truth is I did'nt. I just WANTED you. So im as much to blame as you are, but we need to go our own ways already. I've spent too much time and energy and also money on you, thinks that I could have, NO, should have spent on my own family and kids. Like this christmas, I was too concerned about not having enough of you to even wanna spend time with my family and I hate you for that. I will never forgive you for doing this to me, and turning me into some kind of monster.
I've gone blind to the fact that my life was better without you, even if it was harder. When I was down you picked me up, and lately it seems, im always down. So as usuall I turn to you and you always take me in your warm embrace. Oh how I love your embrace, but as its been said "Nothing Lasts Forever..." Truer words have never been spoken. Writing this brings up a song that we used to listen to together alot, Marlyn Manson's Tainted Love, and I see my love for you is tainted. Now I Run From You, Its what I need. Its what my family needs, so my "Love" we need to go our seperate ways. I have no doubt you will always be on my mind, but Its over. Im spent....
Sincerly, Travis