John_Burrows
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So I "thought" I had done DMX before... taking maybe 3 or 4 pills or half a bottle of Tussin... but tonight... whoa... I took about 200mg of DMX, which from what I've read shouldn't send me on too far a trip because I'm 6'1 and over 200 lbs... but holy shit, I am tripping HARD.
Took it at 9:30pm, started coming on around 11, and I think it began hitting me hard about an hour ago, it's now 1am.
I'm having a hard time finding words to describe it... there is definitely an out-of-body quality to it. I feel a knot in my stomach, more like chest, and a very strong anxious feeling. Actually maybe that captures what I'm feeling, "anxious." It feels VERY weird when I walk, but when I walk I want to be on my tip-toes. And My eyes want to be open wide, and my posture very straight - it's like my body wants to be "high."
As I type this my fingers hover much higer off the keyboard than they normally do, and I'm rocking back and forth a little. Sounds are a little echoey and distorted. The music sounds a little louder than it probably is. And either I am hitting the keys on the keyboard much harder than I usually do or it just FEELS like it or maybe it just SOUNDS like it, I don't know, but that is the sensation I have.
My Eyes are wide open, I feel a bit on edge. not so relaxed as I thought a DMX trip would be. I was talking to someone on the phone a little while ago, and thank god she was a talker because if I spoke more than a few sentances speech became difficult. For some strange reason, while not easy, typing this is easier than talking.
I haven't eaten all day, and while opiates made me look forward to sitting down and having a snack while watching a movie (not gave me the munchies, just made me look forward to it), DMX doesn't even make me want to think about food. I ate a few bits of crackers since it was coming on so strong and I didn't think having a totally empty stomach was a such a good idea.
OK I know this must be pretty rambling, but man, I am tripping BALLS right now. I'm not sure yet how much I like it, but I do appreciate that everthing feels really DIFFERENT right now. A little shortness of breath, I notice.
Damn, this is strong.
UPDATE 1:30am - OK the effect is softening a little, but I still feel like i'm in someone else's body. I just closed my eyes and leaned back in my chair while listening to music. AT first I thought "ok I feel nothing differenty" but then the only "visual" I noticed was, with my eyes closed, the texture I saw was a little bit like a concrete ceiling a few inches above my nose. Then it felt like it was getting closer. I knew it wasn't, but it almost felt as if my face was trying to smear down and get out of it's way. Interesting. Ok let me try that again. Ok, nothing very different, but still a trippy experience. Being able to detect the light from the monitor through my closed eyelids definitely affected what I was seeing. Time to walk downstairs and see what happens. More later.
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substancecode_dissociatives
explevel_firsttime
roacode_oral
exptype_positive
Took it at 9:30pm, started coming on around 11, and I think it began hitting me hard about an hour ago, it's now 1am.
I'm having a hard time finding words to describe it... there is definitely an out-of-body quality to it. I feel a knot in my stomach, more like chest, and a very strong anxious feeling. Actually maybe that captures what I'm feeling, "anxious." It feels VERY weird when I walk, but when I walk I want to be on my tip-toes. And My eyes want to be open wide, and my posture very straight - it's like my body wants to be "high."
As I type this my fingers hover much higer off the keyboard than they normally do, and I'm rocking back and forth a little. Sounds are a little echoey and distorted. The music sounds a little louder than it probably is. And either I am hitting the keys on the keyboard much harder than I usually do or it just FEELS like it or maybe it just SOUNDS like it, I don't know, but that is the sensation I have.
My Eyes are wide open, I feel a bit on edge. not so relaxed as I thought a DMX trip would be. I was talking to someone on the phone a little while ago, and thank god she was a talker because if I spoke more than a few sentances speech became difficult. For some strange reason, while not easy, typing this is easier than talking.
I haven't eaten all day, and while opiates made me look forward to sitting down and having a snack while watching a movie (not gave me the munchies, just made me look forward to it), DMX doesn't even make me want to think about food. I ate a few bits of crackers since it was coming on so strong and I didn't think having a totally empty stomach was a such a good idea.
OK I know this must be pretty rambling, but man, I am tripping BALLS right now. I'm not sure yet how much I like it, but I do appreciate that everthing feels really DIFFERENT right now. A little shortness of breath, I notice.
Damn, this is strong.
UPDATE 1:30am - OK the effect is softening a little, but I still feel like i'm in someone else's body. I just closed my eyes and leaned back in my chair while listening to music. AT first I thought "ok I feel nothing differenty" but then the only "visual" I noticed was, with my eyes closed, the texture I saw was a little bit like a concrete ceiling a few inches above my nose. Then it felt like it was getting closer. I knew it wasn't, but it almost felt as if my face was trying to smear down and get out of it's way. Interesting. Ok let me try that again. Ok, nothing very different, but still a trippy experience. Being able to detect the light from the monitor through my closed eyelids definitely affected what I was seeing. Time to walk downstairs and see what happens. More later.
substancecode_dxm
substancecode_dissociatives
explevel_firsttime
roacode_oral
exptype_positive
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