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I'm 18 years old, my boyfriend of two years got me pregnant and we decided to get rid of it. Well, I mainly decided to get rid of it, he said he'd support whatever I wanted to do. PLEASE don't lecture me on it if you're pro-choice and all that shit. I really just don't wanna hear it. I decided to get an abortion because 1) I don't want kids, especially at 18 years old. 2) I felt it was the right decision for me, and I DON'T regret doing it.
I went to sleep for the procedure so I really have no feelings towards it. It's like I missed out on it so I don't really feel much different. I've read online that even if the woman doesn't not regret it, she may feel depressed/angry/etc over it. My hormones are raging and pretty much all I do is cry or bitch at people. I just want him here with me (he lives out of state) and he's not. My best friend for six years won't talk to me cause she's against it, my mother found out and was also not supportive over it.
I know a lot of people think it's wrong but shouldn't you be there for your best friend/daughter when she needs you?
I forgot to mention I just had the procedure done last Friday, so it's only been one week. I'm in so much physical pain and it sucks. I have no support from anyone. I'm dealing with all these feelings and pain by myself and I don't want to do it anymore.
My boyfriend and I got in an argument a few days ago (not about the abortion, just an argument) and he hasn't talked to me since, I don't think he understands how it's affecting me and how much I need someone.
I don't really know what I'm even asking for or saying here. I just needed to vent.
I went to sleep for the procedure so I really have no feelings towards it. It's like I missed out on it so I don't really feel much different. I've read online that even if the woman doesn't not regret it, she may feel depressed/angry/etc over it. My hormones are raging and pretty much all I do is cry or bitch at people. I just want him here with me (he lives out of state) and he's not. My best friend for six years won't talk to me cause she's against it, my mother found out and was also not supportive over it.
I know a lot of people think it's wrong but shouldn't you be there for your best friend/daughter when she needs you?
I forgot to mention I just had the procedure done last Friday, so it's only been one week. I'm in so much physical pain and it sucks. I have no support from anyone. I'm dealing with all these feelings and pain by myself and I don't want to do it anymore.
My boyfriend and I got in an argument a few days ago (not about the abortion, just an argument) and he hasn't talked to me since, I don't think he understands how it's affecting me and how much I need someone.
I don't really know what I'm even asking for or saying here. I just needed to vent.