gorgoroth said:how would everyone here compare the meth crash to e and cocaine?
EnYAY said:COCAINE BY A LOOOOOONG MILE!
After a long bender with coke. the comedown is HELLLLLLLL, and sleep is completely out of the question. Physical pain of the nose, head and chest are horrible.
after a long bender with MDMA. the comedown is not bad, and you eventually get to sleep. There isnt much physical pain associated with mdma. unless you've been dancing all night. even better reason to go to bed
Lechium said:Coke, on the other hand, is fucking horrible, even just from one or two lines. Lately, I've had some tar to jump on once I start coming down so that makes the crash very subtle (more like non existant except for the nasal pressure). But for those nights when I have nothing, no benzos, no tar...oh boy do I just want to die. Sitting there at my pc screen not wanting to do ANYTHING (always kindda having a feeling like I should be doing something but not wanting to do anything at the same time). Plus the paranoia is a killer...sneaking around my own house, the tiniest sounds are like atom bombs that I think will wake my rents up and cause me to get kicked out of the house. Not to mention, just thinking about how shitty my life is, every negative aspect of my life comes into play during a coke comedown.
yea totally man, that always helps and i definitely do that when I come down from e or shrooms; however, there is no way I can do this with coke. for one, i never work anything out while on coke except what kind of stupid shit i might be able to pull in order to get more cash and keep the night going which in the end puts me into more shit and adds to the depression. thats the problem with coke-- there aren't many positive thoughts of effects to be able to focus on. i guess the only thing i might be able to do is think about how i was more confident and social than normal (if I was during the high and sometimes that doesn't even happen), but that doesn't help one bit during the comedown. And yea, the fiending is so stupid. I'd take my last line and wait like 2 hours and start to get sleepy thinking "i'm sure glad I can fall asleep now since I have to wake up early to do this and that..." and then 30 seconds later I decide that I want to hit one more line. I hit it and then sit there thinking "fuck i'm such an idiot why did I do that, now I only got one line left for tomorrow which will only make me want to buy more when I do it and I gotta stay up another 2 hours before I can fall asleep." And sometimes I'll end up just killing the sack because what's the point of leaving yourself one or two lines for the morning, all that does is make me want to buy more and basically puts me in a dull and blank state for the rest of the day. Plus I don't get as high from my dope...and that's another thing that sucks about coke, I end up using all the dope I bought for the day after during the comedown just so I don't feel as shitty and wake up with nothing but a stuffy nose and wishing I hadn't smoked all the dope I had. :-/. These are all reasons why I rarely ever do coke anymore. I've done coke like 3 times in the past few months, two of those times I just hit one line and the other I only got like 10 or 20 bucks worth.AcidKid said:*edit* Lechium, focus more intently on the positive thoughts and effects of the drug when you're high, remember what things you worked out in your head that made you happy (if you can relate to that) and don't let go of them just because you're running low on dopamine. It helps me..!
Lechium said:mdma comedowns for me consist mostly of laying around bored the next day and watching tv-- not bad at all. If i have some weed, I actually get stoned and its a better than average high when I usually feel almost as if im rolling again. It's not bad at all.
Coke, on the other hand, is fucking horrible, even just from one or two lines. Lately, I've had some tar to jump on once I start coming down so that makes the crash very subtle (more like non existant except for the nasal pressure). But for those nights when I have nothing, no benzos, no tar...oh boy do I just want to die. Sitting there at my pc screen not wanting to do ANYTHING (always kindda having a feeling like I should be doing something but not wanting to do anything at the same time). Plus the paranoia is a killer...sneaking around my own house, the tiniest sounds are like atom bombs that I think will wake my rents up and cause me to get kicked out of the house. Not to mention, just thinking about how shitty my life is, every negative aspect of my life comes into play during a coke comedown.
I like the way you described the coke comedown, and I agree, I've felt that exact feeling with both coke and amp very badly.GenericMind said:I find the comedown from MDMA to be more of a disappointing feeling that the high is gone, whereas the comedown from Coke makes me feel like nothing could be worse than existing at that particular moment.
AcidKid said:Cocaine's euphoria is selfish and empty