I mean, I've never had a benzo high. Literally, I've taken benzos of various types, in various doses, and never been high. Have been very fucked, of course, but that isn't exactly a surprise or particularly desirable.
I then listed the benzos I've had.
It wasn't a very useful post, I'm sorry. Wasn't in a great mood when I put it up.
I've only recently suffered the kinds of anxiety and general mental illness that some of these drugs might actually be useful for. Previously I'd only ever used them for very temporary drug induced issues, come downs and the like, apart from a few experiments to see if they had any recreational value for me.