Sure, youll get some pk's now, but if you think about it, to actually work for the pain you're going to have to take as directed so you won't be able to get off on the meds without running out of your script early each month
lacey k said:
At this point, Im past gettin high, I aint even lookin for that, I could use other things if i wanted to get fucked up. I just want to know if there could be some kinda light at the end of this
Dude, i posted that a page before you hit the reply button to say that so, nuff sed. Readin the whole thread is important.
I dont know how many time I gotta repeat that I never said i wanted to be on shit long term, and specifically said that i DONT want to go that down path.
lacey k said:
I dont want to go down that way.
meds dont fix a problem only mask it. I want to fix the root of the problem but be able to function normally while i am gettin there which is why i was askin the original question to begin with.
I. Dont. Want. Long. Term. Pain. Meds.
I dont want long term pain meds. I know that is a shitty life.
I dont want to be on pain medication long term.
I dont want a life dependent on pain medication.
I dont want to take pain medication as part of my every day life.
No quiera drogas por dolor lumbar por todos dios.
I dont want to get high out of this. Maybe yall do and thats the reason nobody can possibly understand that someone might want it for a legit use. i dont know. If i could take a pill, or a shot, or a treatment, that i wouldnt feel NOTHING psychoactive from, and it would make this go away completely? Id do it in a fuckin second. My goal is to be able to live normal again, not to get high. Dont insult me by assumin that. But my simple question was, What gets prescribed for this. Not "do you think i should take pills" "do you think i need pills" "what is your personal feelings on my condition" or whatever.
I feel like a prisoner in my own body and cant even do normal things, and yall wanna act like its all fun n games. I understand that people gonna be automatically skeptical of shit, esp. with all the newjacks on here who be frontin like they got hurt, or who purposely hurt themself for a quick script, which is some of the most twisted mentally disturbed shit I ever heard of. But on the real, all I got is my word as my bond, so thats gonna have to be good enough. believe it or dont. but its a dick move to think that you can understand whats in someone elses head, or that you would know better than they do, what they are really thinkin.
i would trade feeling like this and gettin a script, for havin a healthy back right now if i could. Bein disabled would totally ROCK if i had pills right? 8( A junkie would be happy to feel like this if it meant they can get high. I feel like a miserable pile of shit and wish I could feel like i did a year ago before all this started.
Hearin about all the different kind of options available been great, and most of the posters who replied definately helped out alot. But to all the people who aint bothering to read, and questioning the integrity of what Im talkin about, I hope you have a shitty accident, feel unbearable pain, and fuckin roam from doctor to doctor for the rest of your life with nobody ever believing you. Then you will be able to really talk holier than thou about how you dont want to be on long term pain meds so quit bitching and you should just stop feening cuz you know its just the junkie inside you and all you really want is to get high.
And jus to make it clear - I aint talkin to the majority of people who replied when i say that, just the ones who couldnt be bothered to read the whole thread and base their reply off that instead of other peoples misguided comments.