i dont think snorting ambien has any better effects than popping them, except for a bad ass burn
i fucked with amnien alot, and when i was fucked up a few times i snort them jjust for the fuck of it.
and dont make tge mistake i made, by dosing 2 at a time
my left hand is numb due to nerve damage, and i ended up stabbing my hand repeatedly and recorded it on my phone. i was stubling everywhere, and knocked overmy trassh can, then my mom heard and came down, and told me what i took and i said ambien and neurontin, but my words were slurred as fuck, so she told me to sleep. then shes like what happened to your hand? then i said i dont know and she said there was probably a shaep thing in the garvage. i passed outafter that
i woke up the next day to a phone call from my mom aaskin if im okay, and im like yeah.. why wouldnt i be? cause icompletely forgptten about the previous night, then shes like is your hand still bleeding? and im like what the gell?? so i look at my hand And its fuckin cut up and had a few really deep wounds. it freaked me the fuck out, and as the day went on i starte remembering [srts of th night.
then i was at therapy, and i had a feeling that i recorded myself, and of course i look at my phone only to find videos of me looking really fucked up, like a fuckin zombiee, repeatedly stabbing my hand.
itr was so fucked up, i coldnt watch the whole thing, so i deleted trhem. there were about 5
i still have the scars which is a traumatizubg reminedr of jmy stupidity
excuse my typos. i smoked some fiirrree ass bud today for the first time in months, and i found 2 fentanyl patches in my drawre which is good casuse ive been withdrawing bad, so i smoked half of one, and pu the other half in my mouh fp r sublingual ise. my first time with opiates + weed
plus, my lef hands paralyzed so im typin with hand inb the dark