ps no heroin habit anymore. went to 200ml methadone, then mscontin, now worthless fentanyl patches.
im terrified. exactly what i feared has come to pass. no legit pain man. dr. will give me enuf to overcome my tolerance, will they? never thought id say this but honesty was a mistake. is it on the 1st day of med school, do ya think, or the 2nd when they teach "No one dies of pain but LOTS of careers are ruined for those trying to help people in pain?"
sorry. im being cynical. im sure they waited til the 3rd day.
thanks for letting me vent.
im actually lucky. there are people suffering much worse.
god when i think of them...god.
Y WUD NAT. SELECTION THINK THE ABILITY TO EXPERIENCE SO MUCH PAIN WAS A GREAT IDEA? seriously id have run from the dinosaurs if i had 1/1000 the nerve endings.
im terrified. exactly what i feared has come to pass. no legit pain man. dr. will give me enuf to overcome my tolerance, will they? never thought id say this but honesty was a mistake. is it on the 1st day of med school, do ya think, or the 2nd when they teach "No one dies of pain but LOTS of careers are ruined for those trying to help people in pain?"
sorry. im being cynical. im sure they waited til the 3rd day.
thanks for letting me vent.
im actually lucky. there are people suffering much worse.
god when i think of them...god.
Y WUD NAT. SELECTION THINK THE ABILITY TO EXPERIENCE SO MUCH PAIN WAS A GREAT IDEA? seriously id have run from the dinosaurs if i had 1/1000 the nerve endings.