well i felt like i was born today
so i took it upon me to go away
to gather my thoughts and go away
where i could (be used by) somebody
now over the hill, like always you know
were billy and frankie and henry and joe
and they beat and broke me hard and slow
to prove i was nobody
and no one i was and so i remained
knocked-out in a hut, no mother, no name
and filled up my heart with one and the same
that grand dark feeling of emptiness
and was it a friend that turned me loose
or was it a girl come to baste my goose
or was it my great god who laid on his finger
and started my clock anew
ah no, it was rain
ah no, it was gunning
it was point break and buckle
and singing and cunning
that skinned me, re-skinned me
and started me running
and i never looked back from then on
and now i am learning bit by bit
about to make and model shit
the muddy bowl i live in it
and all the mucks that tire us
and im afeared if i dont have
a piglet, lamb, or little calf
ill chop my humanness in half
and be as worm or virus
but kids ive had and they are sung
upon folks ears my babes are hung
rhythmically they live among
and grow but dont get old
not in a box, not in a void
not if their voice is never heard
nor if no one repeats a word
but if their tune is told
then we can age and fall away
to meet again some golden day
and fill it in our happy way
in starlight and in gold
-grand dark feeling of emptiness
by bonnie prince billy. tell me again that my music taste sucks and i will punch you in the throat.
tAke down my old cross throw it on my bAck it's been two yeArs And A seA of teArs i'm A lone wolf in the pAck cAlling out my nAme heAr thAt wicked voice pulling me bAck to the dArk life do i hAve A fucking choice
feel my pulse increAse smell thAt dirty junk put me bAck in the gArbAge cAn my God i cAn't get enough don't pick up the phone tell Another lie i don't think i'll ever live to see Another dAy
Another dAy Anymore
light thAt cigArette sAme old frAme of mind two yeArs down the drAin one line At A time turn down All the blinds you cAn't see my fAce wAtching my life fAll ApArt is this the only wAy
cAn i crAsh At your pAd cAn i stAy on the floor cAn i borrow your ride cAtch A ride to the store do you hAve Any cAsh i hAve no reAson do you hAve Any more, i need some more tweek
i don't cAre Anymore do i regret
do i hAve regrets do i hAve A choice do i hAve belief do i hAve A voice do i hAve A God do i live this lie do i think i'll ever live to see Another dAy no wAy
substance d - tweek