This happened to me the second time now and freaks me out, even making me want to stop using MDMA (although I still love the effects)... and I am quite aware this must sound pretty weird/fucked up
When I lay down, tired and ready to go to sleep 2 days after use, all is fine still... but once I get close to falling asleep I start getting these weird negative hallucinations that I can see, feel and hear... freaking me out quite a bit
its somewhat like a nightmare, but I am still awake when it happens, just on the edge of falling asleep
last night for example, it felt like a bird sat on my shoulder and I could in fact hear and feel its fladdering...
then I wake myself up again, and the hallucinations are away (to come back when I allmost fall asleep again)...
the other time this happend to me I was getting visuals of a guy looking for trouble, pushing me... which I could 'feel' also..
this must sound really strange to you, and it is, but I did experience this... even though I have used MDMA / LSD / ketamine many times without any negative experiences... I guess its related to very low serotonine levels, even though I havent used particulary large amounts of MDMA
I havent heard of this before, anyone experience something like this? what could I do to stop this from happening again (apart from not taking MDMA anymore)?
When I lay down, tired and ready to go to sleep 2 days after use, all is fine still... but once I get close to falling asleep I start getting these weird negative hallucinations that I can see, feel and hear... freaking me out quite a bit
its somewhat like a nightmare, but I am still awake when it happens, just on the edge of falling asleep
last night for example, it felt like a bird sat on my shoulder and I could in fact hear and feel its fladdering...
then I wake myself up again, and the hallucinations are away (to come back when I allmost fall asleep again)...
the other time this happend to me I was getting visuals of a guy looking for trouble, pushing me... which I could 'feel' also..
this must sound really strange to you, and it is, but I did experience this... even though I have used MDMA / LSD / ketamine many times without any negative experiences... I guess its related to very low serotonine levels, even though I havent used particulary large amounts of MDMA
I havent heard of this before, anyone experience something like this? what could I do to stop this from happening again (apart from not taking MDMA anymore)?