Worst thing you have ever done?

Hmm...I skipped my cousins wedding which at face value seems awful but if I explained, I would be justified completely.

I was playing in the park with a friend (I was quite young) and we were tossing rocks in the water. We noticed ducks trying to eat the rocks which we thought was really cool so we started tossing rocks near the ducks and they would try to eat them and we would laugh. completely harmless btw, we didn't have ill intentions. Well anyways, I picked up a slightly larger rock and tossed it. It hit a baby duck in the head and it died. I had to watch the mother try to revive it :/ I didn't mean to but I still feel bad about it to this day. I've done other things but most of the bad stuff I've done was when I was little and not really fully developed. I'm not now but I'm further down the line, 18 years old.
 
once i went to a hospital for a sleep test to figure out my "insomnia".
before they hooked me up to wires and such i went to the bathroom and railed 50mg of Zolpidem (ambien)
stumbled back and tripped out for like awhile, said i am not sleeping nor will i go to sleep and we left
they just gave me a place to get high, comfortable bed :D
got more lots more ambien because of it.

never had insomnia =D
 
I had a party at my house when I was 18 and some girl threw up bloody vomit in my bathroom (actually I found out she was legit sick and not just a drunk whore). When I found out about it I, in a hammered state of mind, I approached her and said "wtf, you vomitted blood all over my bathroom, what did you have an abortion haha" (yes yes I realize it makes no sense) and she replied "No but I can't have babies cause I was just diagnosed with cervical cancer".

I felt shitty because it was true. I just found out two weeks ago she died. That was my last interaction with her. I am pretty much a piece of shit.
 
Snort some Adderall IR 10mgs in class

At first I had this long ass blue line of crushed adderall ON MY DESK in the middle of class, just had a book in front of it (I sat in the back)

I had a blue ring around my nose... my friend told me like 3 mins after I had snorted the line... if the teacher would have seen I would have been like UHH UHHHHH IT WAS FUN DIP, THE CANDY!

Did I mention this was like August 22nd, 2011? (like 3 weeks ago)
 
To all the posts about killing ducks/squirrel's etc etc

By the age of 16 i had literally wiped out the existance of kangaroo's , Cockatoo's , Wombat's , Duck's (duck season!) and Rabbit's over a span of 212 acre's. (my family's property , we arn't rich despite what you might think)

Times when ive killed kangaroo's ive had to pull the joey's out of their pouch that were litrally to young to even move on their own accord , never wasted a bullet on joey's , always killed them with a HARD hit to the head
and i have never ever felt remorse or guilt for any of these creature's.

I was brought up around hunting from a very young age , its part of who i am and so i think thats part of the reason i don't feel remorse or guilt for animal's , however hurting animal's is not why i like hunting
i like the challenge and i usually take shots from a further distance rather than get as close as possible.


Another time 2 of my friends physically ran and caught a kangaroo and punched it to death. now THAT astonished me.
 
SGHteller said:
Well, it's not as bad as pushing Goofy into the bushes, but .... I banged my sister-in-law.
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LOL'D MY ASS OFF


Oh yeah, once... I sold this girl Klonopin

I had sex with her right... (SHE WAS WILLING)

But... she claims she doesn't remember it... but she never acted like "OMG why'd u do that"... she gave me compliments saying "oh, so you're the first guy to give me an orgasm? congratz :O"

To this day, everyday, I have Anxiety over it though... just because I can't tell if she remembers it... or if Klonopin is really that amnesic in someone 100lbs
(she was 4'10 lol)
 
i burped in the face of my sisters friends cat. i though nobody was around but she saw me.
 
Pretty much the worst thing I've done is weaving a web of lies to score amphetamine/cocaine from my best friend, resulting in a $6k debt I'm I,m still paying off. I completely shattered trust between the two of us. Worse, I'm brazen enough to even continue doing it after 6 months of being clean.
 
After reading this thread i've written a heartfelt apology message to an old friend for the following reason: in about 2001 i was on a bus & on he gets, he was my best friend in primary school but we wound up a different high schools, anyway, cos i knew it would make my other friends laugh i snuck up behind him & spat a mouthfull of polo spit onto his rucksack & he looked really hurt by it...

I've lied, cheated, stolen... one time i was at a guys house, we dont really get along but have lots of mutual friends, he was off on holiday the next day & had a few hundred in notes stuffed carelessly in a draw (he was the biggest slob ever, his room disgusting) so i justified at the time that as he was so careless & slovenly i'll just swipe £20 from his drawer. Totally out of line i know.

I too have shot many, many animals both for sport & food. Mostly birds but rabbits too. However after many trips on psychdelics i've had an epiphany & i doubt i'll ever do it again even for food even though i really enjoy going shooting with rifles.

Last year was the worst of my life for the following reason. I was going through a period of very bad insomnia, not sleeping for over 2 days & 2 nights at times. So my doctor prescribes me zolpidem (ambien) i didnt like it for sleep even though i'd used i recreationally a couple years before, so i went back two days later & he gives me fourteen (14) 20 mg temazepam. Things went smoothly for the first week or so, then i got the bright idea to start snorting the ambien whilst on the temazepam to get a "high". What resulted was me thinking i could get away with murder, going down the street (i barely remember this) & smashing my way into some fancy, snooty shop & stealing £900 pounds worth of pens.

I made a good escape but wound up back in my garden at some point (blank memory) thinking police helicopter were watching me so i run up onto the street to go back in the house & wind up getting arrested outside my house.

I didnt even have a criminal record til then, now i've got over a hundred hours left out of 200 hours community service... I am sooooo ashamed of this & seriously let my mother down. Never regretted anything so much in my life & never would i have ever done that sober. Hell i wouldnt have done it after drinking a whole bottle of rum, i can handle myself on drink. But ambien turned me ( by no falut but my own, i decided to snort the stuff my doc gave me while on temazepam) into a monster. SHUCKS!

I didnt fuck Crystal Silver because i was sick to my stomach that night & feeling low self esteem even thought she was coming onto me, had diarrhea from opiate withdrawal, so i left the pub & left behind a once in a lifetime opportnity to bump & grind with a girl that will likely be a pornstar in the next few years...

What else, yeah i too have stolen a little money here & there from my mom & sister to buy booze or opiates when i was feeling desperately depressed or anxious (i almost always replaced it later, sometimes with interest) not a lot of money but it's still stealing & still low as you can go & i havnt done it in a long time now.

Fuck me i have sinned Is there a goddamn preist on here, I WANT TO CONFESS!

Like the other guy said, maybe i'll see you guys in hell. Sure should be some wacky company down there...

p.s By the way, apart from the shit about violating girls in their sleep & the people on about violence i've had some fantastic laughs reading ths thread! Certainly is the best of bluelight!
 
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I spend a long while reading this thread, which started a number of years ago.

Now it 2012 and I wonder if the first 20 or 30 posters would still pick the same episode for their worst behaviour.

It intrigues me that so many people regret stealing. I don't/won't/can't steal and I never have. If I can't pay for it then I don't get it. I never even considered stealing an option.

But on the list of bad behaviors, the stuff I do is way worse than stealing but I don't feel bad.
 
I really don't know what I would do if I saw someone hurting a child... I have to leave any store I am in a there is a kid screaming in the store. Like... I literally go to a different market!

Once I was walking down the pier in Huntington Beach (circa 1975) and saw a police officer hitting a young man with long hair. The young man was unarmed and the police officer was using his billy club. I started yelling at the police officer, then a few other people joined in with me, and the officer stopped and arrested the young man and took him off.

I was upset for WEEKS after that. Violence upsets me to no end. I've seen a lot of violence since I was a teenager. Car accidents with dead people in as I drive past, had several friends get shot over the years, seen my own sons fight each other once or twice, my daughters too, come to think of it.

The world is a violent place. That's just how life is. I don't like it at all but I know I can't change the world.

I haven't ever been violent against someone. I have had many of the crimes listed in this thread committed against me. I was and am a nerd among nerds so I got hit, got tacks on my seat, got my hair pulled, got slapped, got tripped, got hit, got robbed, all while I was still in grade school.

I still get the same treatment only with words instead of physical violence. Especially here where I am more myself than I am in real life. In real life I have learned to keep my distance and stay quiet.
 
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caterva said:
Umm.. I've never raped anyone, and I've never tortured animals. With those two exceptions, I've done pretty much everything else foul at one point or another in my life- shit happens when you're a firm believer in situational ethics and you consistently end up in some pretty insane situations. To all you posters who say the worst thing you did is make fun of someone- your lives sound so ridiculously boring, that it makes the chaos and pain of mine feel a bit better by comparison. To the posters who rape people and torture animals for the fun of it, you make me seem like a moral upstanding citizen by comparison; but seriously, get some professional help ASAP.

We all have some issues, and I really hope you adolescent raping, kitten torturing people can get the help you need and change- I hope so, but I honestly don't believe it's going to happen. I'd like to believe you can be cured/healed/w.e, learn your lesson, and never do anything like that again. Because, to be quite frank, there are a lot of people in the world that feel very strongly about shit like that, and aren't having it; I'd say kittens and young passed out girls are about as innocent and defenseless as you can get, and you, in unnecessarily caused them harm and suffering, have now become fair game.

By that I mean, you are greenlighted- no longer entitled to any protections of any sort, or eligible for mercy; you prey on the defenseless and sow suffering just for the fuck of it, and therefore you are a threat and will be treated accordingly, meaning that you will be put down like a rabid animal. Why? Because to allow you to continue to breathe is to put at risk untold numbers of innocents, so any kindness extended towards you would in fact be harm done to them.

If I see you torturing a kitten, or raping someone, I don't give a fuck about your mental issues, or your screwed up childhood- I'm going to intervene and stop you, permanently. If the past is any indicator of the future, you're going to get opened up and bleed out on the spot, because, well, that's a quick, quiet, consistent, reliable, effective way of accomplishing what needs to be done. I doubt it'll be painless, but it'll be better than you deserve, because theoretically, this isn't about punishing you, about making you endure what you did to others- I don't have time for that. This is as simple as removing you from the equation, and anything else beyond that is superfluous.

Please don't take this as a personal attack or a threat, it's just how the world works, how I'm wired. I'm far from alone in these beliefs, and even among those who would condemn me for such an act, most are simply disagreeing with the methods employed, not the end result. And you know what? If some day, I myself were to get too proactive or overzealous in matters like these and blatantly cross the line, then so be it- feel free to take me out, because these rules are universal, and it would be beyond hypocritical not to judge myself by the same standard. Doesn't mean I won't resist, if that day comes, but I'll understand.
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In all honesty your brazen righteousness is as shocking as it is unsettling. The idea that people like you are legally allowed to carry an array of dangerous weapons in your country is unbelievable.


ugly said:
I really don't know what I would do if I saw someone hurting a child... I have to leave any store I am in a there is a kid screaming in the store. Like... I literally go to a different market!

Once I was walking down the pier in Huntington Beach (circa 1975) and saw a police officer hitting a young man with long hair. The young man was unarmed and the police officer was using his billy club. I started yelling at the police officer, then a few other people joined in with me, and the officer stopped and arrested the young man and took him off.

I was upset for WEEKS after that. Violence upsets me to no end. I've seen a lot of violence since I was a teenager. Car accidents with dead people in as I drive past, had several friends get shot over the years, seen my own sons fight each other once or twice, my daughters too, come to think of it.

The world is a violent place. That's just how life is. I don't like it at all but I know I can't change the world.

I haven't ever been violent against someone. I have had many of the crimes listed in this thread committed against me. I was and am a nerd among nerds so I got hit, got tacks on my seat, got my hair pulled, got slapped, got tripped, got hit, got robbed, all while I was still in grade school.

I still get the same treatment only with words instead of physical violence. Especially here where I am more myself than I am in real life. In real life I have learned to keep my distance and stay quiet.
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Yeah I agree completely - I detest violence. There is really no need for it. The ability to control your own aggression, no matter what the provocation, is the sign of a great character.
 
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