staminawalks
Bluelighter
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- Jul 26, 2006
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infocon-delta said:Whenever Im ON opiates such as hydros it gives me like a energetic productive-like situation or something. But Im afraid whenever I am off of it I feel depressed and less energetic.
Opiates even help me to think and concentrate more.
these 2 sentences have been the very things that have been plaguing me for so long now I don't think I can do much without them effectivley..When I switched to H (for cost purposes or thats what I told myself) it spun even way more out of control like I couldnt face society (unless I was copping) till I was fixed and I detoxed luckily and found myself getting the patterns of normal thinking back and not feeling so 'plagued' by a high...I was stupid of course and months later ran into some 10/650 and thought I have no tolerance I can get messed and it brought me back to square one...Opiates are GREAT for the few who can be weekend warriors and the like, for me its closer to water than just a fun thing to be doing...