cyberius
Bluelight Crew
- Joined
- Mar 11, 2013
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Okay so
Last year circa 2017 I was able to get super fucking high for 5 days on meth right no sleep little problem with paranoia or severe anxiety
Now 2 days ago I spun my gears for like 16 hours and I'm seeing cops climb out of trees to come get me, the voices in my head came back as my bunch of bipolar buddies trying to steer me down random strings of words and I'ms eeeing faces on the walls laughing at me and shit and holy fucking shit its scary. I had this massive string of deja vu where I was hearing the same exact halucination I had experienced in the same spot of my room in the same sequence of horrifying noisey people running artound
will meth ever go back to how it was? It was really fucking fun and relatively benign once but now the side effects are beginnign to get funky
literally all I wanna do anymore is jack off and snort more meth too
Last year circa 2017 I was able to get super fucking high for 5 days on meth right no sleep little problem with paranoia or severe anxiety
Now 2 days ago I spun my gears for like 16 hours and I'm seeing cops climb out of trees to come get me, the voices in my head came back as my bunch of bipolar buddies trying to steer me down random strings of words and I'ms eeeing faces on the walls laughing at me and shit and holy fucking shit its scary. I had this massive string of deja vu where I was hearing the same exact halucination I had experienced in the same spot of my room in the same sequence of horrifying noisey people running artound
will meth ever go back to how it was? It was really fucking fun and relatively benign once but now the side effects are beginnign to get funky
literally all I wanna do anymore is jack off and snort more meth too