mewkittyblu
Greenlighter
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- Jan 25, 2018
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After years of using, getting on methadone, trying subs, using more ect ect ad infinitum ad nauseum... im going to do this. Its 9:38 pm on July 3rd. Tomorrow is the 4th so it will be a fitting day to start. I'm going to do warm turkey, and i anticipate that it will take 2 weeks but honestly i have no clue. If anyones done it this way i'd love to hear-i know its not common but it makes the most sense if you have the willpower bc heroin is so short acting. I was considering getting back on methadone and then i watched a video by this girl, she was 78 dsys clean of methadone and STILL felt like crap. Ive heard that a lot. Contrarily, ive heard that with dope, after about a month youre good. Sonce im not doing it cold turkey i'll assume 2 months for me.
I'm going to do this. Fuck this drug addict bs. I consider myself an independant person, yet im a slave to drugs?
I snort btw, i dont shoot. I used to but havent in ages.
This thread will serve as encouragement and to show detoxing this way can be done. I will check in tmrw morning.
Ps: was just flipping through videos on youtube and came across a vid of these two girls, friends.. theyd just taken a hit of salvia and were hella high and giggling and habing so much fun. I dont mean i want to do salvia, but that video just brought me back to being 15 and smoking weed with my friends and judt laughing and laughing...and like, that was supposed to be the point of my drug exploration. Now i just do dope, get well, sometimes i might get a *little* high but nothing amazing... its a drudgery, its not a happy thing.
And its just like.. the point was to feel good. To be happy. Drugs do NEITHER for me anymore. I dont even feel alive if im honest. I just feel like a zombie.
So anyway... tmrw is the day. i WILL do this. And in four months, i will be with a friend laughing and having fun
I'm going to do this. Fuck this drug addict bs. I consider myself an independant person, yet im a slave to drugs?
I snort btw, i dont shoot. I used to but havent in ages.
This thread will serve as encouragement and to show detoxing this way can be done. I will check in tmrw morning.
Ps: was just flipping through videos on youtube and came across a vid of these two girls, friends.. theyd just taken a hit of salvia and were hella high and giggling and habing so much fun. I dont mean i want to do salvia, but that video just brought me back to being 15 and smoking weed with my friends and judt laughing and laughing...and like, that was supposed to be the point of my drug exploration. Now i just do dope, get well, sometimes i might get a *little* high but nothing amazing... its a drudgery, its not a happy thing.
And its just like.. the point was to feel good. To be happy. Drugs do NEITHER for me anymore. I dont even feel alive if im honest. I just feel like a zombie.
So anyway... tmrw is the day. i WILL do this. And in four months, i will be with a friend laughing and having fun