Hi. I jumped 6 days ago from 15mg. I have to do it CT and alone. Only thing that drives me on is firm and hope for total sobriety and family reasons. I used to hit iv sub every day from 8mg to 40mg and used alcohol quite heavy doses in weekends.day 2 i hit 40mg oxy,day 3 i hit 80mg oxy. My chronic depression and chronic sleepdisorder are killing me. I already slit my left wrist with hunting knife. This Is Brutal.Tomorrow doc gives me rx to 200 300mg lyricas..god give me strenght to get thru this night ..i feel like im such a fuck up and want to die.