Let me just say, I bought 3 e-pillz about 2 yrs ago (first time rolling in ages), (White GW's) the first night, I took 1 of them, wifey was home, she was sober...as soon as I started to roll, the baby woke up and screamed his head off for 2-3 fucking hours...it was the worst night of my life. The last thing you wanna hear is a baby screaming while your on MDMA. So that just killed it for me. I put them away and didn't touch them. About a year ago, I gave one to my friend, he said it did nothing..didn't hit him at all. I figured it was just too old or whatever, so I took the other pill and buried it in the freezer....
WELL...Monday night...9/20/10 I said fuck it, I dug out the pill, ate it and waited. About an hour later I started getting that woozey stomach feel...I took a hot shower, by the time I got out, the visuals started in...I said to myself "Holy shit..this thing is starting to work" ... My buddy must of been full of shit or he said he wanted to try it, but really he sold it..something like that, cause I don't understand how the one I gave him didn't work, but the one I took after having it for 2 yrs...kicked my ass!!!
Everyone was sleeping, it was about 10:30pm when it kicked in...I rolled my face off all night, got about 3 hrs of sleep..like 3am-6am..I woke up and was still rollin... I had a great night...rolled alone, but was home safe and sound. No driving, no dealing w/ assholes in clubs, no dealing w/ cops!!! Listened to techno and house all night :-D
As a first time..hell no, I would definately do it with people that you trust and are comfortable with. MDMA is a wonderful drug, but things can go terribly wrong if you are in the wrong atmosphere or with the wrong people.
Edit-Shit, knew I left something out. In response to some ppl's post regarding opiate wd's. I am prescribed OC 20's and Roxi 20's. I blasted an OC around 7pm...took the e at 9:30pm. I DIDN'T TAKE ANY OPIATES again til 6:30AM..the following morning. NO WD's or anything while the MDMA was in my system. Usually if I didn't take any of my meds for 12 hours, I would wanna jump out of my skin, but this e-pill was strong as hell, EVEN being 2 yrs old!! I had to take a valium and then a xanax an hour later, cause I just couldn't fall asleep. After those two benzo's kicked in, finally I fell asleep for 3 hrs, only to wake up still rolling haha.
I told the wife the next morning..she said "That was a stupid thing to do" haha. I knew I was right in NOT telling her I took it until the next morning. IF she said that to me as it was starting to kick in...she would have ruined my trip.