lucifersam666
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ladies and gentlemen
Tomorrow never comes (unless my supply is cut short). I got clean off opiates for about 4 months, and now i am back on the bandwagon.
I feel like it's different this time, that i actually have control. but i know that isn't completely true.
I have been keeping it/maintaining to a 30mg Roxy a day habit, which is quite impressive for me. no more, no less. lol.
Today, I am completely out of everything, with an exception to about a quarter of bud. There is no panic, yet, for I am on a reasonable dose (reasonable?).
I know what you're thinking....30 mg? that's it? ...yeah it's borderline an issue, but with my past occurrences i just know how easily this can spiral to say 80+mg a day haha the thing is that i am hard headed and on a budget, for now..
my question is When is it time to stop? It doesn't seem to really be an issue now, but i just know how easy it is to slip. I write this because i am sure that there are plenty of people who have tiny addictions or just like to have "too much" fun, if you will. And i know this type of issues may not be the spotlight of attention compared to someone who is super spun on H and fent. Whether the problem is small or enormous, don't forget that a problem is still a problem. By the way, I am not super stressed or concerned, Just curious what advice is out there...
But I was just wondering:
Any advice on maintaining? and When is it time to stop?
Thanks and cheers,
LuciferSam
Tomorrow never comes (unless my supply is cut short). I got clean off opiates for about 4 months, and now i am back on the bandwagon.
I feel like it's different this time, that i actually have control. but i know that isn't completely true.
I have been keeping it/maintaining to a 30mg Roxy a day habit, which is quite impressive for me. no more, no less. lol.
Today, I am completely out of everything, with an exception to about a quarter of bud. There is no panic, yet, for I am on a reasonable dose (reasonable?).
I know what you're thinking....30 mg? that's it? ...yeah it's borderline an issue, but with my past occurrences i just know how easily this can spiral to say 80+mg a day haha the thing is that i am hard headed and on a budget, for now..
my question is When is it time to stop? It doesn't seem to really be an issue now, but i just know how easy it is to slip. I write this because i am sure that there are plenty of people who have tiny addictions or just like to have "too much" fun, if you will. And i know this type of issues may not be the spotlight of attention compared to someone who is super spun on H and fent. Whether the problem is small or enormous, don't forget that a problem is still a problem. By the way, I am not super stressed or concerned, Just curious what advice is out there...
But I was just wondering:
Any advice on maintaining? and When is it time to stop?
Thanks and cheers,
LuciferSam