day2day2131
Greenlighter
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- Mar 21, 2015
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So I recently started a methadone maintenance program and am slowly starting to regret it. I can't seem to stay away from oxy even while on methadone. From everything I have read staying on a low dose of methadone is desirable but my cravings are still there. Granted I'm not in withdrawal but continuing this same twisted behavior an warped thinking is not going to get me anywhere but back to rock bottom and alone. I have done outpatient rehab, suboxone and aa but still nothing seems to change/ help. I am currently looking for a psychiatrist but it has been difficult to find one that plays nice with my insurance. So I am wondering if anyone had additional suggestions, tips, encouragement or really any ideas that may prove beniffical to my situation or am I being a baby and need to shut up and just do it. Thanks for listening thanks again for your opinions and advise...