Does anyone else experience this? I dose poppy tea once every week at a reasonable high dose. The first 8 hours of the day always feels really great but the next 8 feel awful, I get this feeling of being ashamed or dirty it's difficult to describe and always comes on after I've been high continuously for more than half a day. It's not withdrawal since I still feel high and don't feel it after I go to sleep and wake up.
Do those using a long acting opiate ever feel this way or is this unique to poppy tea? Is it all in my head? I know "dirty" is a very vague concept. It's almost as if my body is sick of being high for so long.
Do those using a long acting opiate ever feel this way or is this unique to poppy tea? Is it all in my head? I know "dirty" is a very vague concept. It's almost as if my body is sick of being high for so long.