foolsgold
Bluelighter
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- Aug 11, 2010
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as some know i am having troubles getting myself clean of all substances and truth is i am failing badly each time i make it to a few weeks and i mean 2 or 3 i relapse its because i do not know how to cope with life without these crutches.
the worst part is that ive been so ill with it as well not just mentally but physically last time i kicked the lot i think my body chucked a hissie fit making me puke up my insides
its making me feel worthless i cant see myself ever accomplishing this which is making the suicidal side of me come more and more to the front
sorry for the post just needed to say this see if anyone has any ideas
mods move it if its in the wrong place thanks
the worst part is that ive been so ill with it as well not just mentally but physically last time i kicked the lot i think my body chucked a hissie fit making me puke up my insides
its making me feel worthless i cant see myself ever accomplishing this which is making the suicidal side of me come more and more to the front
sorry for the post just needed to say this see if anyone has any ideas
mods move it if its in the wrong place thanks