Im 21 and id say i lean towards being an introvert, however growing up in a very hostile home for years (my family used me as scapegoat, also emotionally abusive) i feel like it caused me to be shy and passive as a kid/teen.
In high school, i didnt make any friends for a # of reasons. 1. I didnt feel like i could relate to anyone 2. I was dealing with a lot athome
Anyways, aince high school i moved out on my own and worked for the past three years. Ive become less shy and more confident with myself however, i still dont have many friends and some people who dont rly ubderstand me think im too cold or quiet, when rly there are many situations where i just dont know what to talk about. Small talk doesnt come to me natutally because talking about nothing feels ingenuine to me. I also dont have a very expressive face lol i try to be mpre expressive or make my face seem more positively animate sonetimes but i feel fake lol sometimes when ppl tell megood news, im excited for tbem but my expression doesnt translate it well.
these days ive just learned to play off on my supposed "stone cold " face by making dry/sarcastic humor my thing and msot people seem to like it. But is there something wrong with me for not being so expressive especially with my face? i dont have a problem expressing things verbally.. is this like a form of social anxiety or what?
In high school, i didnt make any friends for a # of reasons. 1. I didnt feel like i could relate to anyone 2. I was dealing with a lot athome
Anyways, aince high school i moved out on my own and worked for the past three years. Ive become less shy and more confident with myself however, i still dont have many friends and some people who dont rly ubderstand me think im too cold or quiet, when rly there are many situations where i just dont know what to talk about. Small talk doesnt come to me natutally because talking about nothing feels ingenuine to me. I also dont have a very expressive face lol i try to be mpre expressive or make my face seem more positively animate sonetimes but i feel fake lol sometimes when ppl tell megood news, im excited for tbem but my expression doesnt translate it well.
these days ive just learned to play off on my supposed "stone cold " face by making dry/sarcastic humor my thing and msot people seem to like it. But is there something wrong with me for not being so expressive especially with my face? i dont have a problem expressing things verbally.. is this like a form of social anxiety or what?