DXM + Nitrous -- First Time Combo -- The beginning and the end

Be warned, the C key is very intermittent, so if some words dont make sense, try sticking a C somewhere in the word..

Tonight i diskovered myself. i diskovered the world. I found the meaning of life. and i lost it. Withen seconds i found and lost more than i have ever known in my life. it was beautiful. it was magic. we were on the beach. me and pyro and jen.

I took a whippet. i was bak in time, a few weeks ago, at motabs apt. in his chair. hitting the duster. same cirkles. same sounds. while i was lost, i thought i was trapped, that life was just a circle. i was in..i went bak in time. iwas bak. only iwas bak 10 seonds ago. in the past. it was strange. isaw myself where i was in the past, in the future. it al made sense.

My life is out of order right now. that is why i am drawn to DXM. i am in disarray. and this drug lets me understand the disorder and kaos. but with the nitrous, i was in another realm. i saw life. i saw the beginning and the end. it was a circle. it was a wave. i almost cried. i wanted to be in the realm of the nitrous. i wanted it to embrace me. but it only teased.

I took double hits, and it showed me everything i needed to know, but it took it all away just as fast. i tried to tell me people what i had seen. but i could not remember. it was cruel. but it was beautiful. it was the light. i was very scared. i remember thinking that it was a joke. that i was trapped in this loop. that i was in a rift in time. i dont know what to make of it all.

I am still feelin the residuals of the DXM as i type this. i dont know what to...do...DXM always leaves me more confused than when i started. but i feel its trying to tell me something.

I just have to figure out what..
My time will come.

-Spencer

[Added some breaks for easier reading -Splatt]

Spencer, I know what you mean with the nitrous, it's one of the reasons I don't do it anymore. We have one of the large canister chargers and I hit a point in doing nitrous when almost everytime I would do it I would go to this place where everything made sense. I would be like ok, if I can just hold onto this moment I will understand everything, the whole universe was open to me. But it would always fade away and I could never take the knowledge with me. It became frustrating and I would struggle to get back to that place of knowing all, only to lose it again. I have stopped taking nitrous because that place is so appealing to me that it became an addiction. I always find it funny and sad in a way that my only addiction to drugs is to nitrous. I hope you have more luck than I did in bringing some of that knowledge back with you. PLUR, Vg
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"Give me a place to stand, and I will move the earth" - Archimedes

unfortunatly most people won't ever get to appreciate this just beause it involves the devil drug dxm! *evil music*
but really i think people need to get off their high 'ecstasy horses' and stop being so aloof about their drug use.
Remember that in the eyes of everyone who doesn't use drugs, wether you use E or heroin, you are the same.
Yes, dxm and nitrus have something very important to teach, and they give something very amazing and beautiful in their own way when combined.
*bump*
Pyro
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Frequency. Music. Sound. Imagination. Reality. Worlds. Hope. Love. Communication. Common Sense. Community.

Whoa. I can see you copping some crap for saying that Pyro.. not from me - but i'm looking forward to seeing you defend that sentence.

Since both Nitrous and DXM are disassociatives, does this happen with Ketamine also? What plateau were you on when you felt these effects? And, last question, where do you get your N20 from?
pyro - sounds perfectly reasonable to me.
J

dont worry pyro, i love dxm, even more so... (is he gonna say it?) even more so than E? maybe.... people have different tastes for music, clothing, anything. so they are going to have different tastes in drugs, theres no two ways about it, just gotta live with it
but anyway, spencer that sounds like a wild trip, i wish i could have been along side in that journey
Peace!
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"When you feel that you cant take no more, and your feet are heading for the door, just keep on dancin, and prancin..."

yeah, bring on the anti-dxm crowd, I'll take anyone on and defend my scentence with logic
But as for the level I would say that the third is ok, but you want to be mobile so you can go someplace or something. so High 2nd. Besides, after you sit down with just a half box you get higher on the dxm... it's weird.
as for getting nitrus, if you dont have head-shops, try porno shops or adult book stores. Ask the guy behind the counter and ye shall recieve.
And as for comparing nitrus and DXM to nitrus and K... I mean... ok no. no. nitrus and K offers sometihng very graphical and fun and pretty... but beyond that it's hard to find a true meaning though sometimes there IS. I don't deny that. but with the DXM.. there is something very different about it. so yeah, it's different.
Pyro
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uumm oops! I read your post wrong pyro, i thought you were stating E and heroin users are the same, not implying to all non drug users we are the same (which i disagree with anyway)
I personally take no offence but i know a lot of e users that would.
blah..so you all misunderstood what i was saying anyway