I stupidly tried it again today, even though I only IV'ed 2mg of bup around 11am, I then waited until 7:30pm and injected 16mg of hydromorphone and still barely got a rush followed by a short high. I have never even had to shoot 2 at once to get a rush, and I have only been IV'ing bupe the last 4 or 5 days, no sublingual, so the half-life should have been much shorter. And dilaudid usually breaks through bupe doses of 2mg or less pretty good, 16mg of hydromorph barely even worked. I guess since I had been taking 8mg/day of bupe for a month and haven't really been active at all that it must have built up quite a bit in my system. I also have a slow metabolism. So I guess in order for me to feel opiates full again I would have to wait over 5 days to get a full effect from IV opiates, probably even longer for orally. That's crazy, I can only imagine how long some people have to wait who have been on high doses (8mg+) for years, they must have to wait literally a week.
I guess if I am going to continue to chip I need to keep my bupe dosing lower, such as 2mg tops daily. I am on maintence for opiate addiction and went to a nice private treatment facility called twelve oaks, and it helped me learn alot about my disease and why I do the things I do, and I thouroghly enjoy going to NA/AA meetings daily, but I still can't seem to quit using. I guess at least I have bupe to fall back on, it will help me not loose jobs cause I'm dope sick and can function in school. Perhaps one day when I am finally contempt and happy with myself and my life again I will stop doing everything and taper off bupe, or I might just take it for pain cause I do have legitimate chronic pain issues, even at 24 (hip surgery, psoriatic arthritis, bulging neck discs, fibromyalgia). It does help me alot with pain, at least with my subutex, suboxone not so much.