soldmysoul80
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Dec 26, 2012
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- 67
well i got myself in a mess again....i. wanna get off shit and i have 4 8mg subs to work with but dont have nowhere to be sick for a little while cuz if my friend i live with finds out im gonna get kicked out. so im trying to hide the shit and i know you have to wait a while to take the subs. i cant believe i did this to myself again....ugh! i am so fucking lonely inside and soul just feels broke. i dont wanna do it anymore but im forced too til ifigure out what im gonna do. im in the chicago area. i could really use someone to talk to and get this shit out i havent even really talked to anyone for days ive been off on my own alone and its just starting to wear on me bad. i am living this lonely life with nothing to do all day i sit around in my car or whatever cuz i have nowhere to hang out and nobody i know does the shit so i stay by myself.i just need a place to chill out for a couple days and take the sub i guess. idk guys im in chicago if you have any advice please let me know. if you have any suggestions. ugh im just so pissed i got myself in this shit again. i gotta turn it around. please help! if you have suggestions or wanna talk or even hang out! lol im very doen to earth im not a weirdo or nothing. hahah but snyways yeah my moods are swinging. i am very sad and stressed tonight though