cletusvandam
Greenlighter
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- May 7, 2013
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I have been using the better part of the last 20 years with some clean time mixed in. Before my last relapse 2 years ago I had been clean about one year. Last September, I started using suboxone and quickly tapered down to half of a strip a day, but was stuck there. I was not getting it prescribed (no insurance) and eventually my connection dried up, about 4 weeks ago. Not knowing what else to do I switched to methadone and was taking about 20mg a day. I really tried to manage it(ha ha) but I new I could not continue. Although my job doesn't offer great benefits, I did have some vacation time built up and I made my plan.
After using the 20mg of methadone for 3 1/2 weeks I took my last dose on Sunday and waited. It has been quite strange because nothing got terribly bad until Wednesday night. I had about 3/4 of a strip of suboxone which I had planned on cutting in half and saving each piece for a bit of relief when at the very peaks of withdrawal. I have detoxed several times in my life but the only time under medical supervision , they had given me shots of Bup. I took the half as I had planned last night and although I did not get the sleep I had hoped for I did get some relief and can actually focus well enough to type this.
Did I screw myself by taking this? Will this only lengthen my symptoms?
After using the 20mg of methadone for 3 1/2 weeks I took my last dose on Sunday and waited. It has been quite strange because nothing got terribly bad until Wednesday night. I had about 3/4 of a strip of suboxone which I had planned on cutting in half and saving each piece for a bit of relief when at the very peaks of withdrawal. I have detoxed several times in my life but the only time under medical supervision , they had given me shots of Bup. I took the half as I had planned last night and although I did not get the sleep I had hoped for I did get some relief and can actually focus well enough to type this.
Did I screw myself by taking this? Will this only lengthen my symptoms?