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Tommyboy
18-11-2013, 02:37
idk even know what to say about heroin anymore that hasnt already came through without even realizing it. when I told my mom I had used heroin before it was like I just told her where the body was buried at. fucking sucks man, making my mom cry and shit.'I didnt sign up for that. I didnt really sign up for anything though, probably why I started using drugs tbh

couldnt find something positive to enjoy and strive for so I went the less thought intensive route and wound up liking that a little too much

used to be sports but it was like nah im not tall/strong enough to do anything serious with that
then it was computers but I just learned a bunch of shit with no real professional oppurtunites
now its just like well Ill just get fucked up and at least keep myself entertained because I dont know what else to do anymore

and then that runs its course and youre just like fuck now Im really not sure wtf im gonna do

Once that guilt sets in it becomes harder to enjoy the drugs, but also harder to quit since you don't want to have to deal with all the guilt that you are flooded with when you stop.

JunkieDays
18-11-2013, 08:06
Wooooow. I've sold my guitar before, but.. man.. it wasn't a 67' fuckin fender.

If I had a 60's start, there would be NO way IN HELL I'd pawn it. You can get so much money for them these days. Usually in the 1 stack range.
Yeah, man.. no way. Especially for $100.. you got ripped off. & No wonder the guy wouldn't give it back. He made a huge profit off you.

BlueHues
18-11-2013, 08:23
Yeah, it was a '67 Gibson acoustic, and it was realistically worth in the $1200-2000 range in the condition it was in...which is a lot of money but not outrageous, but more than the money...the guitar belonged to my uncle who was in Vietnam and died...I pawned that guitar many times, because I had other guitars I could play....The guy was an asshole...Yeah, it was the day after the pawn was up, but the store was closed on the date the ticket was for....It was partially my own fault, but it sucked...I should have paid him the money to get it back, but I was so strung out, I wasn't really thinking about anything but getting high, even when I went to go argue with him....I just gave up the negotiation and got high a lot sooner than I should have...

Mr.Scagnattie
18-11-2013, 16:43
Ugh, talking about the guitars we've sold will just make me cry. Hah. I've sold some amazing guitars for practically nothing when desperate and sick. 3,000 dollar Les Pauls for 500 bucks, 4 grand worth of Taylor acoustics.. the list goes on.

I had an entire recording studio in my place at one point. It took me 10 years of slowly accumulating gear and within 6 months, I had fucking sold all of it.. and the worst part is that not even for even close to what the shit was worth. I'd be all sick and desperate with no time to use ebay for find a real buyer, and end up taking shit to Guitar Center or a pawn shop and getting screwed.

It makes me sick to look at my basically now empty room where all my gear was. The only thing I have left is my computer, and my very first nice guitar I bought that I love and so far have found the strength not to part with it.

'medicine cabinet'
18-11-2013, 17:40
Yea it seems like heroin and pawned musical gear go hand in hand...guitar center is rotten as they come when it comes to selling gear. I had a beaut fender hotrod deville tube amp. 3 chan, 1 12 and was super loud, plus it had that great fender reverb. They offered me like 150 for it lmao...i paid i think close to 6 when i bought it new, found someone on cl to buy it and got around 5 for it. I could record and albulm with all the stuff i sold.

XThexXTank
18-11-2013, 21:18
Damn yall. You think that no matter how much sentimental value something has, at the end of the day if your that sick you still pawn it saying to yourself, 'oh yeah, im definitly gonna have the $ in time so it won't be a problem' and you wait till the last min and something fucks up.

Im not into music stuff but ive pawned over 5 real nice/expensive watches that ive gotten over the years as presents/ bought for myself. Even my fuckin rolex daytona my unlce had given me as a gift! :( It really fuckin sucks. Ive pawned my burberry wallet. Even my gold chain that ive had since a little kid! But luckily i did get that back. That is one possesion i will never part with.

But yeah so this weekend had a real good time up in jerz. I didnt end up doin any dope because i had my sub doc appointment today (i get drug tested for that) and didnt wanna piss dirty. But i grabbed 3 buns while i was up there. Took me 3 bags to get a nice lil high goin. It was these 'great ape' bags. I dont know if any of yall had tried them or not? But i did also end up doin some acid and brought back a coupla hits with me becuase for me that stuff is nearly impossible to find. Good times though!

BlueHues
18-11-2013, 21:41
^^^The thing that sucks for me...that guitar WAS the one I swore I'd never lose...but I didn't play it much as my other ones so i'd pawn it....

About a year after, my girlfriend ot in an argument with me and pulled the routine where she was acting like she was packing up all her shit...and she ran out the door with a guitar in each hand?! I had no idea where the fuck she was gonna go with two heavy guitars on foot, but I chased her out the door with them and one of them was mine!

We keep arguing all the way outside, and then, she just leans the guitars against the building and starts walking up the street really fast...I chase after her and convince her to come back into our apartment to talk it out...we were gone maybe 2 minutes, when we got back, the guitars leaning against the building were gone!

Mr.Scagnattie
18-11-2013, 23:55
We keep arguing all the way outside, and then, she just leans the guitars against the building and starts walking up the street really fast...I chase after her and convince her to come back into our apartment to talk it out...we were gone maybe 2 minutes, when we got back, the guitars leaning against the building were gone!

Haha. Jesus. Yeah I'm not going to lie If I saw two guitar cases chilling against a building with nobody in sight, swipeee.

Tommyboy
19-11-2013, 03:15
I'm finally able to be on the other side of things for once, since I've put down the dope. I actually went and bought myself some clothes today! Haha. So I'm at the store and looking at a few different shirts, and liked them both but didn't want to spend much, but then I decided to buy both because I figured that in the past I would have been able to get 2 bags for the price of the second shirt, and that would last me a few hours if it was good, and then that money would be gone and I would have nothing to show for it the next day. At least the shirt will get a bunch of wears, and I won't have to stand there like an idiot when my family asks me where all my money has gone. It's nice for once.

XThexXTank
19-11-2013, 03:23
Haha heard that. Ive had the same clothes for the last year. Im not growing any more and i do keep them clean so theres like no reason to get any new ones. No actually i did get a few shirts as gifts but still who the fuck things about going clothes shopping when all you wanna do is get high?

SirTophamHat
19-11-2013, 03:52
Once that guilt sets in it becomes harder to enjoy the drugs, but also harder to quit since you don't want to have to deal with all the guilt that you are flooded with when you stop.

this is too flipping true man.

it really is a hard cycle to escape...

gwencooper
19-11-2013, 04:20
I would say that every time I post something more than about a paragraph, i've either taken handfuls of xanax or snorted at least 4 bags of dope. I get chatty. Tell stories I shouldn't tell, get all warm and fuzzy about you drug addicts and fancy you're all my friends.

Yeah RIGHT! I aught to watch out! LOL
Gwennie, no xannies but found a new dope connect today and it's a gorgeous brownish gray #1 vinegar smell. The other guy with just as good of stuff but charging me dimes for the price of nickles went to jail. So real dime guy is out just selling dimes. I gave some lady 4 bucks for a couple of 40 ouncers at 1030 this morning if she'd introduce me to the "new guy". Hilarious.



idk maybe im just really good at getting to that "just before nodding out" high where you can still do menial stuff like type on a computer, but cant remember much of anything?

because I have just straight nodded out recently, but I can't really remember how that fell in context to the Mormon story a few posts back.

I can't discern shit from shit anymore Tommy wtf is wrong with me?

BostonBrownTown
19-11-2013, 16:30
I'm finally able to be on the other side of things for once, since I've put down the dope. I actually went and bought myself some clothes today! Haha. So I'm at the store and looking at a few different shirts, and liked them both but didn't want to spend much, but then I decided to buy both because I figured that in the past I would have been able to get 2 bags for the price of the second shirt, and that would last me a few hours if it was good, and then that money would be gone and I would have nothing to show for it the next day. At least the shirt will get a bunch of wears, and I won't have to stand there like an idiot when my family asks me where all my money has gone. It's nice for once.

I do the SAME shit. its funny, cuz like you said, ill be looking at a pair of sneaks and they will be like 80 bucks. and I am like, 'hmmm, should I spend 80 on sneakers". meanwhile, I was spending $200/day to pick up dope and never hesitated once. funny how that works, huh? good story tho, bro. legit, I do the SAME thing.

axl blaze
19-11-2013, 22:30
damn - hearing all of this music gear getting pawned hurts my soul

I'm sure I've come close to pawning my kick-ass drum set, but I make some money off of playing music (shows + recordings) so I'm sure brain is like "hey - that outcome is worse"

shimazu
19-11-2013, 22:40
Ive never pawned anything in my life but im not above using craigslist.

and Ive sold cds my mom had in a box for like 80 years to a music store, that was about th lowest ive stooped to get drug money. And I only go like 15 bucks for a few Springsteen cds but that just so happened to be what I needed in order to make it worth my while

and im in a pickle so bad right now. it wouldnt really be one if I wasnt a fucking scumbag but idk man its hard to resist the call of the MYSTERY BOX

aka I could go for some bags right now and kill like 22 birds with one dose of ecstasy but im not a psychic man we'll see how tonight plays out

BostonBrownTown
22-11-2013, 05:47
dude, what did you just say? you are getting high why? cuz youre going to jail? youre on probation now and they test you? even when high youre not a talker, huh? most people are more of a talker when high and are talking to random peeps.

tomatalli
23-11-2013, 06:12
Damn posted this in the chicago dope thread by accident cus i was pretty far gone. Anyway, my dude gave me an extra half and a dime of hard for free for waitin like 15 min which is pretty straight. Especially bc i love crack but haye using the money i have on it bc its more of a fun thing then a neccesity like deisel

chefman
23-11-2013, 09:54
Yep,yep,yep!!!

tomatalli
24-11-2013, 04:32
Quick probably really stupid qiestion, can uou overdose on crqck as easily as coke cus of the extremely short duration? I got a 40 rock an its kinda hard to put the pipe down once u start hah but i don wanma take it to far. I did like 16 bags of d throughout the day btw

Welderman
24-11-2013, 04:37
^ I would think that it would be easyer to od on crack then powder cocaine. But it would probally depend on the amount that you did not neccicarraly the form of the drug.

smokemctoke420
24-11-2013, 05:02
Got some good bags tonight. I prefer the last batch cuz the bags are a little bit fatter and the price is $30 less a bun. This shit lives up to its name. It's from philly, same place dude always goes to. And sorry for stamp discussion. Not sure if it's allowed on the general thread but I'm almost certain it's not allowed on the regional thread.

SHIMAZU- have you gotten a stamp called rocky, king, or a stamp called ice cream?

Anyways here's a pic of the most recent stamp.

http://i1197.photobucket.com/albums/aa426/smokemctoke420/3DF1F0A8-5008-4A03-8522-0F6596A325EC-3196-00000193C39627F8_zpsb2c14b94.jpg
^2 bags all chopped up

http://i1197.photobucket.com/albums/aa426/smokemctoke420/91909E2B-0080-4552-92B2-527F85CCFDA6-3196-00000193CB2F5705_zpsb71bc44f.jpg
^ the rocky bags from tonight. Shits damn good.

And for the hell of it here's "king".

http://i1197.photobucket.com/albums/aa426/smokemctoke420/E4846592-36DE-400E-A4A1-AFE0A7429424-1310-00000208C7A20E73_zpsb0cc5a6c.jpg

http://i1197.photobucket.com/albums/aa426/smokemctoke420/7FBCA064-466E-478B-A683-ADD29A9CE370-1310-00000208BA3B46BC_zpse213f202.jpg

http://i1197.photobucket.com/albums/aa426/smokemctoke420/8B420981-DFC5-463C-8CCC-991667D6BEEA-1310-00000208C152BDDE_zps1f59c36d.jpg

tomatalli
24-11-2013, 05:03
Yeah i guess ur right because of how fast u get high from it, i just started takin breaks between hits but its insanely hard to. I did a good amout of dope today too

Edit: chest is gettin a littke tight and shit, fuck crack its so evil i feel like shit now that its gone yet i wanna go out to the beat and get more. Is crack the closest thing ur gonna get to IV coke or for people who have done both is iv coke a whole diff ball game

BlueHues
24-11-2013, 05:27
Quick probably really stupid qiestion, can uou overdose on crqck as easily as coke cus of the extremely short duration? I got a 40 rock an its kinda hard to put the pipe down once u start hah but i don wanma take it to far. I did like 16 bags of d throughout the day btw

You can OD on coke in any form, especially from shooting it...People usually OD from crack by taking way too big of a hit(s) of it....Spacing out reasonable size hits you should be okay, but it can be cumulative too...One day your heart could just get overwhelmed, you really have no idea with mixing coke and heroin...I don't personally know anyone that's died from a cocaine OD...but it scares me way more than dope does for some reason...Just because ODing on it would be so fucking scary!

tomatalli
24-11-2013, 05:44
^ yeah i wasnt askin if u could od cus thats obvious i was just askin o
If its as easy but after i thought about it more i kinda figured out amswer, i would assume its not as easy to overdose as it is iv coke but easier than snorted coke. Whats a good amount of time between hits?

BlueHues
24-11-2013, 05:50
I might take a few good size ones and then try to wait 30-40 mins...but I always use dope with it...people who just smoke crack seem to smoke it constantly until it's gone, and then get more! I'm definitely more of a dope guy than a coke guy...I hate coke on it's own and even alcohol doesn't cut the harshness down enough for me...

I like smoking it better than any other method...I get less side-effects that way...snorting it actually makes me way more geeked in the end than smoking...smoking it, you pretty much know where you're at with it and there's no drip to deal with...

chefman
24-11-2013, 08:02
I only do dope,if i dont got dope i go without,i dont do any other drugs,caffiene maybe,i guess im not a total junkie!

BlueHues
24-11-2013, 08:10
^Well the fact that you only do dope might make you a total junkie....but I agree, I found my drug a long time ago...The only drug I really love besides dope is weed...I like my beers too, but I might have only an occasional once every 3 month drink if I'm on a dope habit...

I miss my heroin...man! I know it makes my life suck, but if it doesn't land me in prison, I'll take it!

chefman
24-11-2013, 08:54
I hear ya,love the D!!

tomatalli
24-11-2013, 20:13
Figured out i better stay away from crack or ill easily spend all my money on it. I got to the point were i was sitting there collecting res even when i knew there was none left lol

brutus
24-11-2013, 20:36
^ Good call. Crack is a hell of a drug.

brutus
24-11-2013, 20:41
Hit 1k posts a few days ago, the new one is up.