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Bluelighter
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- Dec 21, 2012
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Well I have checked myself into a rehab program from my insurance. This is really the first time I actually decided on my own to go so I have a lot of hopes for myself.
However I am very sick right now. I have been withdrawing from Heroin and Methadone since Sunday. The rehab place I go to has a large Suboxone community, but it seems for me that it's actualyl very hard to get Suboxone.
My doc there prescribed me Clonidine, Bentyl, and Ibuprofen. None of them make the withdrawals easier, I have strong feelings going back to the methadone because I feel so fucking horrible.
Oh yeah and I was a heavy benzo user for about 3 years, quit cold turkey, and have had overwhelming anxiety. Been of them since March 25th, so it hasn't been long. But the doctors seem to not care about the bezno use. They say the withdrawals are over from them and that it's only lethal for the first 72 hours. I think that's some bullshit right there.
Anyways, I am the sickest I've ever been, the saddest I've ever been. Before I go for evaluation of Suboxone, apparently I have to completely detox.
So it's been 3 days, does it usually take this long for people to get on Suboxone? Sorry if this doesnt make sense, my brain is completely fried right now.
However I am very sick right now. I have been withdrawing from Heroin and Methadone since Sunday. The rehab place I go to has a large Suboxone community, but it seems for me that it's actualyl very hard to get Suboxone.
My doc there prescribed me Clonidine, Bentyl, and Ibuprofen. None of them make the withdrawals easier, I have strong feelings going back to the methadone because I feel so fucking horrible.
Oh yeah and I was a heavy benzo user for about 3 years, quit cold turkey, and have had overwhelming anxiety. Been of them since March 25th, so it hasn't been long. But the doctors seem to not care about the bezno use. They say the withdrawals are over from them and that it's only lethal for the first 72 hours. I think that's some bullshit right there.
Anyways, I am the sickest I've ever been, the saddest I've ever been. Before I go for evaluation of Suboxone, apparently I have to completely detox.
So it's been 3 days, does it usually take this long for people to get on Suboxone? Sorry if this doesnt make sense, my brain is completely fried right now.