Bath salts/Synthetic Coke/MDPV first time bad experience 3 days feel dopey & anxious
So i did synthetic coke or bath salts whatever you buy legally from the tobacconist, here's how the story goes.. (i know its really long please take the time to read i really appreciate it)
Went out friday night just drinking got pretty drunk stayed up all night and morning, took two ecstasy tablets, early morning (don't even know why) they didn't do that much too me i have high a pretty high tolerance, kept drinking till about 10am, felt tired, no bad come down, so my mate thought it would be a great idea to get some synthetic coke so we could keep going, snorted probably a line of 200mg (never had coke or synthetic coke before stupid i know) heart was racing full speed for about 3 hours felt like it was going to explode, having a bit of trouble breathing, i knew id taken way too much and thought it would be great if i just took less, just sat there taking deep breaths for hours till my heart slowed down. We went out again felt like shit at about 6-8pm so we had a bit more, it made my heart race a bit but nothing like it did in the day, felt pretty scattered just sat there not really talking feeling paranoid everyone was looking at me at this bar till about 10pm then we went to a club dont know how i got in i would have looked like an absolute wreck, people were pointing and laughing at me at the bar it was definitely half paranoia but there were definitely alot of eyes on me. I was feeling so anxious and paranoid like i didnt belong with the friends i was with because i only really knew one, i knew a guy behind the bar so i smashed about 12 vodka oranges within a 3-4 hour period, i think the coke kept me straight. It took the edge off the anxiety and paranoia. Got home about 3am my body just crashed fell asleep for 4 or 5 hours then woke to my friends still going listening to dubstep, my heart still felt weird i felt shakey and a bit anxious. Just sat around feeling shitty all day then around 11pm i went to bed, started seeing flickering waves of light in the sides of my eyes which my imagination turned into people dancing i could see them pretty clearly out the sides of my eyes it was quite a scary experience, i managed to get over it within an hour watching tv and fell asleep.
Its definitely nothing to do with the ecstasy ive done it before and i can handle it quite well never get any hangover from it.
Its been 3 days now and i still feel dumb, i went to the gym today and got nervous and anxious when the staff were having a joke with me that never happens, my friends kept saying i looked dopey.
Im really worried this has done something permanent to me, ive sworn off that stuff forever im not much of a drug user at all, done gas a few times before and ecstasy and smoke pot on occassion. My brain just doesn't feel the same does anyone know how long i will be feeling this way.
I know by reading this i sound pretty stupid but honestly i am (or was) a pretty bright kid but i feel so slow atm, was suppose to be starting uni next year but now im scared i wont even be able to concentrate. The anxiety thing also really scares me.
All replies will be greatly appreciated
So i did synthetic coke or bath salts whatever you buy legally from the tobacconist, here's how the story goes.. (i know its really long please take the time to read i really appreciate it)
Went out friday night just drinking got pretty drunk stayed up all night and morning, took two ecstasy tablets, early morning (don't even know why) they didn't do that much too me i have high a pretty high tolerance, kept drinking till about 10am, felt tired, no bad come down, so my mate thought it would be a great idea to get some synthetic coke so we could keep going, snorted probably a line of 200mg (never had coke or synthetic coke before stupid i know) heart was racing full speed for about 3 hours felt like it was going to explode, having a bit of trouble breathing, i knew id taken way too much and thought it would be great if i just took less, just sat there taking deep breaths for hours till my heart slowed down. We went out again felt like shit at about 6-8pm so we had a bit more, it made my heart race a bit but nothing like it did in the day, felt pretty scattered just sat there not really talking feeling paranoid everyone was looking at me at this bar till about 10pm then we went to a club dont know how i got in i would have looked like an absolute wreck, people were pointing and laughing at me at the bar it was definitely half paranoia but there were definitely alot of eyes on me. I was feeling so anxious and paranoid like i didnt belong with the friends i was with because i only really knew one, i knew a guy behind the bar so i smashed about 12 vodka oranges within a 3-4 hour period, i think the coke kept me straight. It took the edge off the anxiety and paranoia. Got home about 3am my body just crashed fell asleep for 4 or 5 hours then woke to my friends still going listening to dubstep, my heart still felt weird i felt shakey and a bit anxious. Just sat around feeling shitty all day then around 11pm i went to bed, started seeing flickering waves of light in the sides of my eyes which my imagination turned into people dancing i could see them pretty clearly out the sides of my eyes it was quite a scary experience, i managed to get over it within an hour watching tv and fell asleep.
Its definitely nothing to do with the ecstasy ive done it before and i can handle it quite well never get any hangover from it.
Its been 3 days now and i still feel dumb, i went to the gym today and got nervous and anxious when the staff were having a joke with me that never happens, my friends kept saying i looked dopey.
Im really worried this has done something permanent to me, ive sworn off that stuff forever im not much of a drug user at all, done gas a few times before and ecstasy and smoke pot on occassion. My brain just doesn't feel the same does anyone know how long i will be feeling this way.
I know by reading this i sound pretty stupid but honestly i am (or was) a pretty bright kid but i feel so slow atm, was suppose to be starting uni next year but now im scared i wont even be able to concentrate. The anxiety thing also really scares me.
All replies will be greatly appreciated