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plaspring
09-12-2012, 16:33
Up at Mohegan sun right now. Withdrawing soooooo bad. Waiting for my brother and his friends to wake up so we can pack and leave. They're just not waking up though and I can't sleep. Once I get home I can cop, but that's about 3 hour drive away and we aren't even close to leaving yet

Johnny blue
09-12-2012, 18:15
That sucks man. Good luck getting out of a casino any time soon.

jeebis
10-12-2012, 00:40
well today has been pretty fucking good for once. no real anxiety yet (its a daily ordeal for me), ive been smoking free dankity dank (that is actually lemon kush from a cali dispensary. still have a g left), got a free 20mg adderall i blew before working on my parents house, and now have a free 8mg sub under my tongue.

so how are all my junky BL'ers out there doing?

Johnny blue
10-12-2012, 02:51
Meh, sub dude finally came through yesterday so there's that. Otherwise I'm bracing for the miserable holiday season and all the family bs involved. I'll take my bonus check though.

jeebis
10-12-2012, 03:12
there you go, lol.

my one heroin connect just got put on subs, 3 8mg strips a day, and is still selling h so i have a solid connect for suboxone now. right on.

crimsonjunk
10-12-2012, 04:33
Shit hasnt been so great for me lately. I want to use sooooo bad. I dont have a heroin connection or any friends that are into dope. All the people I used to know are either clean or in prison or some combination of the two. I still have about 90 days of suboxone left so I am trying to decide whether to go back to the sub doc, get on done, Or go to an inpatient detox. I dont really have money for inpatient detox plus sub withdrawals are so drawn out that I know I would leave there still sick as shit. In my heart of hearts I want to get on Done because I think it will control my cravings better is more affordable and will allow me to network with junkies in my area. Rehab would be good for networking and my sex life (always get laid there for some reason) but its uber expensive and isnt going to solve any of my problems. Subs are subs monotony everyday expensive but Im on a low dose so after a couple months I can stockpile enough to not go back for a year or two. Decisions decisions. Oh well least I got a xanax bar under my tongue and some fire bud in the vaporizer. Lifes not so bad.

jeebis
10-12-2012, 04:37
^if you can go back to your sub doctor, do it. its always a better option than relying on heroin.

and im about to get a free .5mg klonopin. today really is my day, lol.

chefman
10-12-2012, 07:07
Four days clean,going for a record. Lol

jeebis
10-12-2012, 07:54
its been 4 days with me too.....except i took a suboxone, klonopin, adderall, and smoked a bunch of weed....so i dont think i'd call myself "clean"

and is it just me or does buprenorphine potentiate the fuck out of weed? either that or this weed is unnecessarily strong. i've literally been smoking non stop all day and i havent gotten tired of it/in the basic marijuana mindset/havent gotten a headache. rarely do i find strains like this, but it may be due to the plant's genetics. but either way im completely destroyed; still buzzing on the suboxone, feeling residual effects from the adderall (probably because i havent done it in quite some time), and packing bowl after bowl

chefman
10-12-2012, 07:59
Its all good.

jeebis
10-12-2012, 08:10
yea. this bud is easily some of the better shit ive had recently...and it really costs alot less than what most people are paying (ive also been getting free grams and dimes lately though, so i guess those dont count)

RecklessWOT
11-12-2012, 01:26
there you go, lol.

my one heroin connect just got put on subs, 3 8mg strips a day, and is still selling h so i have a solid connect for suboxone now. right on.

My one connect just told me he's out of the game for good a minute or two ago. I no longer have any other connects anymore either because he was so consistent... fuck. I don't want to have to start taking done again, and I don't even remember where to get subs if I wanted. Maybe I'll jut ride it out this time and go back to being a weekend warrior. Save me some money anyways...
SHIT FUCK FUCKITTY FUCK SHIT GODDAMNIT MOTHERFUCKER

chefman
11-12-2012, 01:32
That would be the best thing for you to do,good luck!!!

layinitdown2012
11-12-2012, 01:46
Hey guys I'm back!! Tried to do the withdrawals. But found a hook up instead so things are quite nice now!

Mr.Scagnattie
11-12-2012, 01:49
My one connect just told me he's out of the game for good a minute or two ago. I no longer have any other connects anymore either because he was so consistent... fuck. I don't want to have to start taking done again, and I don't even remember where to get subs if I wanted. Maybe I'll jut ride it out this time and go back to being a weekend warrior. Save me some money anyways...
SHIT FUCK FUCKITTY FUCK SHIT GODDAMNIT MOTHERFUCKER


Ahh, man that sucks. I know the feeling.. which I why I would try and always have at least 2 or 3 connects that way if that shit went down.. I would have another option. He just sprung it on you like that? No reserve warning he was thinking about getting out?

Tommyboy
11-12-2012, 06:15
I was on over 48 hours with no opiates today and it wasn't too bad, but I copped since I got paid. I has sweat a little last night and had goosebumps today, but it wasn't that bad. I took half a clonidine pill to keep the feeling of crawling out of my skin at bay without it being too high of a dose where it would affect the high when I finally got home and was able to get some.


its been 4 days with me too.....except i took a suboxone, klonopin, adderall, and smoked a bunch of weed....so i dont think i'd call myself "clean"

and is it just me or does buprenorphine potentiate the fuck out of weed? either that or this weed is unnecessarily strong. i've literally been smoking non stop all day and i havent gotten tired of it/in the basic marijuana mindset/havent gotten a headache. rarely do i find strains like this, but it may be due to the plant's genetics. but either way im completely destroyed; still buzzing on the suboxone, feeling residual effects from the adderall (probably because i havent done it in quite some time), and packing bowl after bowl

Yea, I wouldn't call that clean either. Whenever I say that I've been clean for X amount of days it's always without any opiates/opioids, even suboxone. I think that weed + suboxone definitely potentiate one another.


My one connect just told me he's out of the game for good a minute or two ago. I no longer have any other connects anymore either because he was so consistent... fuck. I don't want to have to start taking done again, and I don't even remember where to get subs if I wanted. Maybe I'll jut ride it out this time and go back to being a weekend warrior. Save me some money anyways...
SHIT FUCK FUCKITTY FUCK SHIT GODDAMNIT MOTHERFUCKER

I'm down to one consistent connect. I can get from elsewhere but it's a whole ordeal and I wouldn't consider it a connect. Fortunately the stuff from my one remaining dealer is really good an cheap, plus he delivers to my house to make things even more convenient and less risky. The only downside is that he has a minimum of $75 that I have to spend since he has a decent real job during the day, so he's not going to be running around at night to drop off small amounts. A few friends that live close by like the stuff too so they are good for throwing down on it so the minimum is met.

BlueHues
11-12-2012, 09:20
Yeah, I FINALLY got a connect here, it's tar....It cost me as much for 3 points as Im used to paying for a gram, but .15 kicked my ass! I think it's pretty good shit, but its the first shot of dope Ive done in 16 months, so who really knows....It played with my head the next day! but damn, that shot was really everything I hoped for when I daydream about dope! scratched myself to shit, damn!!!

But I see the writing on the wall and I know I'm in no position to afford a habit out here in East Jabumfuck! I coulda got the guys number...he was at my apartment...I let myself get middle manned for my own good! but I got higher off that .15 than 2 grams was gettin me before....It's such a love hate thing!

chefman
11-12-2012, 09:45
Well,when you take 16 months,off a completely average bag,will kick your ass!!

chinky
11-12-2012, 09:51
there you go, lol.

my one heroin connect just got put on subs, 3 8mg strips a day, and is still selling h so i have a solid connect for suboxone now. right on.

stock up on subs whikle you can...and your lucky it is the strips and not the nasty orange tang tasting pills

oh and fuck the 1:30 server thing everynight..for somereason i go to make postsat that exact same time eerynight..generally i just sign off when that occurs but since i had real good dope and nodded ouyt real wuoick today..im still catching up on things

i said it iin the chi thread but yeah....everyday when i sign on i check my PMs first and then move to call for an assembly and today i snorted my dope and started responding to a PM and i was out ...dont even know how long i was out or any of that lol

been awaile since i got this nice and high...thatgs what 4days of being clean can do

chefman
11-12-2012, 09:58
Yep,feels good,and you can be proud that you took some time off

BlueHues
11-12-2012, 10:06
Well,when you take 16 months,off a completely average bag,will kick your ass!!

I hear ya man! But its funny! I didn't think that little chunk was gonna do shit to me and I was fuckin bombed! I gave my girl a super small chunk and she was high as shit too!! Kinda reminds me of why I started in the first place! I'm not in the same financial situation as I was though and I'm not tryin to catch a habit....

I know I can't play with it though....you're either in or youre out with dope....

but I got a feeling from that shit!... made me think it was cut with coke! I havent got that kinda high off dope in ages.....but when I was usin a lot man...I spent more money than guys I worked with were supportin families and makin car and house payments with, it's fucked up!!

when you hit 30 years old, it takes on a whole new aspect....It's not just partying anymore...It becomes your whole life....I don't wanna go back!

Tommyboy
11-12-2012, 10:09
Well,when you take 16 months,off a completely average bag,will kick your ass!!

Yea, especially when you IV it, and .15 none the less. Damn! I've seen friends that took a one month break fall out from shooting that amount or even less [my friend shot 2 bags that were 60mg each at the very most and his break was more like only 3 weeks, but it wasn't a serious OD but his body tensed up for a while, his chest was like sticking out with his back arched out, and he didn't respond for a good 15 mins but was still breathing (I wasn't there but my other close friend with him told me about it)]. I have personally seen someone OD off of less than 1 bag after taking a month off though.

If I were to IV after taking a break that long (I wouldn't though since I would be snorting it) I would start with less than half of a bag. Even after a few months of using a few times a week I've come across stuff that sniffing 1 bag had me as high as I wanted to be, and 2 had me puking, so I can only imagine what would have happened if I IV'd that stuff.

I've seen people in the DC thread I think it was who say they occasionally use and when they do it's like 0.2 IV'd. That's just crazy to me, and the stuff can't be good if you can IV that amount and not fall out. The bags here in NY aren't that heavy, but are very potent. 70mg or 0.07 is considered a nice size bag and .1 is considered really fat, yet even after using for almost a year and a half with only small breaks I can only handle 2-3 bags, so probably .2 since these bags were on the small side at like 50-60mg. The bags are small here but that's because it's really strong stuff and in some cases isn't cut by the dealers (it comes into the US already cut though, and a lot of seizures at the ports are measured by the DEA to be anywhere from 60-80 something % pure if I were to have to give an average between the numbers I saw when reading through those reports).

Personally I would never jump into IVing after a long break like that, and would try to stick to snorting (if it's powder like I get here in NY) or smoking (if it's tar like in BlueHues' case). The high from snorting dope lasts a lot longer than the high from IVing it, plus it's not as dangerous. You actually have a chance to get some help if you are overdosing since you can feel that you did too much and are getting too high, but with IVing it's two hits [you hitting your shot then you hitting the floor] <-- I guess I kinda stole that from the line people use when threatening someone when they are fighting, saying the fight will just be 2 hits; them hitting you then then you hitting the floor.

chinky
11-12-2012, 10:10
raw haS BEEN WHAT IUVE BEEN USING THE LAST 2-3 MONTHS AND YEAH ITS SO MUCH BEETTER THEN THE DORMIN CUT SHIT WE GET HERE IN BAGS...oops sorry for the caps

Tommyboy
11-12-2012, 10:15
^ I've been getting raw too when I have the money (gotta buy a gram or more), but our bags are just as good since the dealers don't seem to cut the dope they bag, but instead just make the bags really light. I usually get 1 bag to hold me over most days, then get a gram of raw when I have the money or are with people that will throw down with me. I get the raw for a good price too so I hate paying for bags that are taxed when I can get 2x the amount for the same price when I go to my raw guy. It's obviously not common to get raw in NY, and the people I have shown it to are all shocked since they've never seen chunks like that b4 and have been using for 5+ years.

chefman
11-12-2012, 18:12
I agree 100%,i had a friend who oded off of one bag,my buddy said that he was breathing funny all night,amd then just stopped like 14 hrs latet,was like his body just shut down,he would take a whole box of efedrin a day too ,crazy,why would u even want to speed up.

LSDiesel
12-12-2012, 16:31
Well its been a WHILE since I have posted or even visited BL. Good (bad) to see some familiar names are still up to their ol tricks. Last time I posted I was just getting on Methadone cuz I was in the court system and was afraid of going to jail.

Well since then I put together roughly 2 months off H and just on the done, stable at 70mg. Last few months I got back into dabbling with H on the side in addition to doing my daily done. I don't ever get WD, and every time I do use its always IV and a minimum of 3 bags, max 5 in one shot.

This is hella risky cuz the day that the shit is raw I could OD. Plus I dont even really feel the shit anymore. I get the rush and thats about it. I think I am just addicted to the needle more than anything else.

Other things are actually going great in my life. Job, Got into a really good college in Newark, NJ. I just need to stop doing this IV H habit. I dont have the dependency or WDs i Just can't seem to shake using needles.

I thought maybe if I shared it with someone that it might help for me to stop. Last time I used was yesterday.

chefman
12-12-2012, 17:01
Well,i think that you are safer being on the methodone,and using h you will have a higher tollerence,and should be alright when it comes to oding. As far as quiting I know how you feel,its hard. I just took some time off,like 5 days and I felt better about myself emotionly,but I still wanted to use,so what im saying is the more you restrain,the better you'll feel in the long run,good luck bro....

LSDiesel
12-12-2012, 18:29
I think part of me just hates giving up the connect and going to the streets. I worked so HARD, it was years in the making to find the connect as organized, solid and cheap as the one I use. He's been good to me so I wanna be good to him as well. But I really am asking for trouble, and I should get out while I am ahead. It's not like I am waking up sick

chefman
12-12-2012, 18:54
I know it years for,my connect too,but im not waking up sick either so im gonna try to chill

crimsonjunk
12-12-2012, 19:57
I think part of me just hates giving up the connect and going to the streets. I worked so HARD, it was years in the making to find the connect as organized, solid and cheap as the one I use. He's been good to me so I wanna be good to him as well. But I really am asking for trouble, and I should get out while I am ahead. It's not like I am waking up sick

Im sure your connect has plenty of other customers. No offense but thats a pretty lame excuse to keep using.

chefman
12-12-2012, 21:04
Ya,i dont think too many dealers are worried bout me

Bill
12-12-2012, 21:08
Lol at any H dealer giving a single fuck about the junkie that just comes to visit everyday to give him a hundred bucks, that's all he cares about

chefman
12-12-2012, 21:23
Shit sometimes they dont even care about the money and they blow you off anyways

jeebis
12-12-2012, 23:24
i know the feeling of trying to "be good" to your connect. my primary connect is like that. shes always been super good to me and has helped me alot, so ive always turned around and given her and her husband rides/brought people to her/bought shit whenever i could.

but now since ive been clean for a few days minus the day i popped a sub/addy/klonopin combo, ive decided im gonna try my damndest to stay clean through christmas. if i cant take it ill go buy a sub. but knowing me, whatever money i can scrounge together ill save until then. hopefully my tolerance goes down to about a bag and i can get a good amount

chefman
13-12-2012, 00:27
I hear,you mr. Jeebes I would also like to do the same and take some time off till after xmas.but so far only made it 4 days

Beefy
13-12-2012, 00:32
^ I've been getting raw too when I have the money (gotta buy a gram or more), but our bags are just as good since the dealers don't seem to cut the dope they bag, but instead just make the bags really light. I usually get 1 bag to hold me over most days, then get a gram of raw when I have the money or are with people that will throw down with me. I get the raw for a good price too so I hate paying for bags that are taxed when I can get 2x the amount for the same price when I go to my raw guy. It's obviously not common to get raw in NY, and the people I have shown it to are all shocked since they've never seen chunks like that b4 and have been using for 5+ years.
Damn man, you're lucky. I've seen pics of raw, but never actually gotten any. specially here in nyc, since all the dealers are out to make $, they cut their shit any chance they get.

jeebis
13-12-2012, 00:33
yea. i still havent had enough money for dope, and what money i have had ive spent on weed.

i really hope i can get away with doing a bag/bag and a half and nodding. that would just be awesome

im just mainly happy that ive made it through all the withdrawals and shit clean. psychologically speaking, im a mess, but ill live lol

Rastarish206
13-12-2012, 02:53
Hey guys been lurking for a while. Just wanted to say that there's nothing I like more than to nod in my bed on this thread:) just picked up two buns from my BK connect. He's had these red Tango stamps forever it seems and one of the buns is that but the other is called Hell Boy and I'm hoping its a little better because the Tango has fallen off a bit recently. But this connect always seems to have better/bigger bags than my people across the other river in PTown (I'm in manhattan if it wasn't obvious). Anyway, just wanted to finally say what's up and join the crew.

ErgicMergic
13-12-2012, 03:03
To all you heroin users who pick up off the street in ~0.1 bags instead of with an off-the-street "real" dealer, a quick question... do you guys have to wake up early every morning to catch the crew that you pick up off of, and do you have to go out an cop dope every single day?

That all sounds so incredibly inconvenient to me, but then again, I hear that half of the "fun" of being a dope user is the whole adventure of purchasing it.

BlueHues
13-12-2012, 03:17
First off, there's plenty of phone connects that sell the little stamp bags.....Second off, the 16 year old selling on the corner might have better product than the "real" dealer...Heroin is very connected with street culture and specific neighborhoods on the EC....There's plenty of people who will use just about every drug BUT heroin so it's rare to find it outside of certain specific locations....A lot of dealers I had worked off phones but would still make me drive to the hood to meet them, they usually have 4-5 different spots where they'll tell you to meet them...

sometimes, your regular dealer will run out and you're forced to buy on the streets...It ccan be a pain in the ass but I've gotten some amazing dope from the streets...Also, a regular dealer with a phone might see you trying to cop, sell you some dope and give you their number for future references...It got to the point that I had enough numbers I could call that I almost never had to cop on the street but it still came to that from time to time... It can be fun when it goes well but it can be a nightmare as well

jeebis
13-12-2012, 03:34
i would only call the first time or two copping on the street remotely entertaining....the rest are a combination of terrifying and a pain in the ass.

but overall, ive had a combination of "street dealers" and "phone connects". in fact my primary connect began as a street connect that i got tipped to from a friend for pills and weed until i saw her track marks/nodding hard/smoking rock. for awhile she and her husband didnt even have a phone so everyday i went out to meet them at the spot or their house depending on the time. anywhere from 9am to 230am i can get shit.

chefman
13-12-2012, 03:42
Not sick everyday,street is open at 530 am,got phone connect too,and I hate going to the street but the dope is better sometime

Rastarish206
13-12-2012, 03:44
I haven't copped off the street since coming to NYC a couple years ago. Back when I used to live in CT there were a few times I cold copped in Hartford, just walking around until someone shouted what I recognized to be a stamp name. Occasionally when I get from my friend ill come with him and cop in the streets of Paterson but we have several numbers now. And it didn't take long to get them either, just asked anyone who served us for their digits. If they own a phone, they'll probably give you the number in the interest of repeat business. But my main dealer is off the street. I got his number about a year back now. Seeing him is relatively safe since I go to his house and conduct business inside but the neighborhood is shitty and its a longg commute on the subway which always bugs me out a little because of ny's stop and frisk policies...

BlueHues
13-12-2012, 05:30
Theres definitely an art to cold copping on the streets....It took me a lot of bullshit to learn how to really do it, but I can usually find good shit on the streets....Ya gotta be able to read people and not give out to much info...I always keep most of my cash in my shoe. I'll keep a 20 in my pocket....If it's legit I'll pull out the rest of the money but you gotta be careful, every dope spot has beaters tryin to rip off customers who don't know what they're doin...Goin in a sketchy neighborhood and cold coppin with a couple hundred bucks and comin out of there with a bunch of bomb-ass dope is a good feeling! If you're not used to it and don't know how to present yourself, you'll get burned 50 percent of the time! I have friends that suck at it...my girlfriend couldnt do it to save her life....

but with dope, you never wanna rely too heavily on one dealer...If you get too comfortable with one guy and all of the sudden his shits garbage, it sucks when you have a good habit goin!...You're better off havin 3-4 phone connects and spreadin the money around enough so they all remember you...leave your options open...There's not many dealers out there that ALWAYS have good shit....they take whats given them too....Heroin is an amazing high but its definitely more of a hassle than any other drug, for SO many reasons....But on the streets is where you find the good connects in the first place...I use to middle man people all day cuz I was the one with all the connects! The only reason I had those connects is because I had the balls to go out there and find them! the downside of that is, when I get goin with the dope I have a hard time stopping because people are calling me everyday all day for it! I'd never pick up a bunch of dope and deal off my own stash though....I dont have the willpower to do it!

RedLeader
13-12-2012, 06:02
I took last week off in order to take a drug test, and didn't use anything but will-powder to get through the cold-turkey. That was the worst rattle I've felt since I kicked my massive habit a couple years ago, and man I don't miss that day/night 2 shit at all! Ironically, though, it wasn't so much the sweats or the pains that were the worst part now (I remember when I first started, the physical side of WD was soo, soo scary 8)). But now it's the apathy. The cold and hollow feelings of pure hopelessness as you toss and turn the first couple of days getting off. I found that on day 5 I got my love for life back and everything, but man was the intensity of the apathy overwhelming. Apathetic about everything except for the idea of apathy itself.

So my main source for H has migrated his dope from tar to essentially what I consider to be a tar/powder hybrid. And god damn is it potent. A few months ago, a g from him was basically a lump of tar that in no way could be snorted straight-up (I would either plug or convert it to something snort-able). But the tar started getting a bit more "clumpy" and easily breakable. And then over a few more weeks, it would essentially be something that smells and tastes like tar, but has the consistency and appearance of powder. Right now, it's very much like powder and though it burns a little, I have no problem snorting it. .1 up the nose gives me a great nod and I have a bit of a tolerance. And I will mention that unlike other dope, this stuff makes me properly nod. I've mentioned before in this thread the trippy nods that I get and the weird ways that I get snapped back to reality. My friends who shoot swear by it as great product. The only people who don't like it are those who I don't think have their ROA perfected and somehow fuck up getting it into their system. I feel like there's something of an art to getting the most out of this particular dope if you don't IV. Here's a photo of what it looks like now, if anyone has been getting anything like this. Smells/tastes like tar, but looks like powder. This is in the midwest.

http://i45.tinypic.com/2ur1se8.png

BlueHues
13-12-2012, 06:23
Ive seen the like....they sometimes call it "salt and pepper" dope...

jeebis
13-12-2012, 07:07
ive never seen tar, and only know of one person who i can verify has done tar....and thats because he used to live in arizona.

Sherminator
13-12-2012, 07:12
Theres definitely an art to cold copping on the streets....It took me a lot of bullshit to learn how to really do it, but I can usually find good shit on the streets....Ya gotta be able to read people and not give out to much info...I always keep most of my cash in my shoe. I'll keep a 20 in my pocket....If it's legit I'll pull out the rest of the money but you gotta be careful, every dope spot has beaters tryin to rip off customers who don't know what they're doin...Goin in a sketchy neighborhood and cold coppin with a couple hundred bucks and comin out of there with a bunch of bomb-ass dope is a good feeling! If you're not used to it and don't know how to present yourself, you'll get burned 50 percent of the time! I have friends that suck at it...my girlfriend couldnt do it to save her life....

but with dope, you never wanna rely too heavily on one dealer...If you get too comfortable with one guy and all of the sudden his shits garbage, it sucks when you have a good habit goin!...You're better off havin 3-4 phone connects and spreadin the money around enough so they all remember you...leave your options open...There's not many dealers out there that ALWAYS have good shit....they take whats given them too....Heroin is an amazing high but its definitely more of a hassle than any other drug, for SO many reasons....But on the streets is where you find the good connects in the first place

This is some great advice, and basically exactly what I do. Anyone going to cop randomly in the hood should follow this advice. You really need to learn how to read whether people are serious about doing business or are just looking for some quick cash, after a few times getting ripped off its easy to tell by the way they act 99% of the time. Never hand over the money without checking the product out, don't tell anyone how much you have until you know they have dope and what the price is for specific amounts to avoid getting overcharged, try to learn the terms used for what you want--asking for "diesel"in baltimore made the guy think my friend meant weed, like sour diesel. In bmore you gotta ask for "raw dope"(good quality heroin), scramble (shitty heroin), or ready rock (crack) so people will know what you're talking about. Shoe is def. a good place to keep cash, especially if you aren't in a car.

HighonLife
13-12-2012, 08:31
I took last week off in order to take a drug test, and didn't use anything but will-powder to get through the cold-turkey. That was the worst rattle I've felt since I kicked my massive habit a couple years ago, and man I don't miss that day/night 2 shit at all! Ironically, though, it wasn't so much the sweats or the pains that were the worst part now (I remember when I first started, the physical side of WD was soo, soo scary 8)). But now it's the apathy. The cold and hollow feelings of pure hopelessness as you toss and turn the first couple of days getting off. I found that on day 5 I got my love for life back and everything, but man was the intensity of the apathy overwhelming. Apathetic about everything except for the idea of apathy itself.

So my main source for H has migrated his dope from tar to essentially what I consider to be a tar/powder hybrid. And god damn is it potent. A few months ago, a g from him was basically a lump of tar that in no way could be snorted straight-up (I would either plug or convert it to something snort-able). But the tar started getting a bit more "clumpy" and easily breakable. And then over a few more weeks, it would essentially be something that smells and tastes like tar, but has the consistency and appearance of powder. Right now, it's very much like powder and though it burns a little, I have no problem snorting it. .1 up the nose gives me a great nod and I have a bit of a tolerance. And I will mention that unlike other dope, this stuff makes me properly nod. I've mentioned before in this thread the trippy nods that I get and the weird ways that I get snapped back to reality. My friends who shoot swear by it as great product. The only people who don't like it are those who I don't think have their ROA perfected and somehow fuck up getting it into their system. I feel like there's something of an art to getting the most out of this particular dope if you don't IV. Here's a photo of what it looks like now, if anyone has been getting anything like this. Smells/tastes like tar, but looks like powder. This is in the midwest.

http://i45.tinypic.com/2ur1se8.png

looks like the powder we get here in DFW

Bill
13-12-2012, 14:04
I've seen dope like that before in Cincy
The first time, it looked like tar and had to cut it into tiny little individual pieces to snort the little clumps, it was straight fire though

Copped it again and it was dry, it was like if you let any type of moisture or I guess warmness around it, it would clump together like tar.
But when it was dry it was even better like the pic you have, it was soft rocks that broke up easy and like kinda thick with a nice tan color, not at all like the regular gram rocks and powder around here

Fuck me if I could get that again I might just think about giving it a go for a few days lol, prolly would be a very bad idea since I've been clean for so long, but it was some of the finest tasting shite I've ever seen