SaosinEngaged
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Hi guys, I'm in such a bad mood right now it's not even funny, I've been very reckless. To give some context, I'm midway through day 3 of a 250ish mg of Oxy / day withdrawal, and I've been fiendishly downing Kratom (Premium Bali) to keep the WD's somewhat in check and help me keep my sanity. Obviously no matter the dose, it didn't do THAT much, it would just take the edge off for about 3 hours. So I fell into a pattern of dosing about 7g every 4 hours to keep the WD's at bay. For 2 days, this worked fine. I felt a little better and had no side effects from the Kratom. It's day 3 currently and I have the absolute WORST nausea I've ever had in my life and it feels nothing like the stomach discomfort you get from WD, it's totally from the Kratom. It's been about 7 hours since my last Kratom dose and I'm going to do everything in my power to not dose today.
I literally have lumps of plant matter in my stomach and, although I have no other side effects (been feverishly drinking water for two days to prevent dehydration, my urine looks normal and I'm urinating frequently, if anything), the nausea has become OVERWHELMING, but I have not thrown up yet. I tend to have a very strong stomach (I've never puked from any opiate, no matter the dose).
Do you guys think I should force myself to throw up some of this pesky plant matter? Also, given that I've likely ingested 30+grams of Kratom in a 24 hour period, I mean fuck, is that really safe? During the worst of WD's yesterday at the two day point I didn't give a shit what I ingested because I just wanted relief, so I got very foolish about it since it's never given me any bad reactions.
Any imminent risks to my health here with this much Kratom in my system? I don't feel any effects anymore and don't feel any "hangover" of sorts, other than this crippling nausea (that I've said, is not from the WD, the Kratom was preventing that and it feels like "because of something I ate" instead of "because of fucking opiate WD").
Any advice is GREATLY appreciated. Going on 7 hours sleep total in 3 days, I'm quite delirious and stressed out right now.
I literally have lumps of plant matter in my stomach and, although I have no other side effects (been feverishly drinking water for two days to prevent dehydration, my urine looks normal and I'm urinating frequently, if anything), the nausea has become OVERWHELMING, but I have not thrown up yet. I tend to have a very strong stomach (I've never puked from any opiate, no matter the dose).
Do you guys think I should force myself to throw up some of this pesky plant matter? Also, given that I've likely ingested 30+grams of Kratom in a 24 hour period, I mean fuck, is that really safe? During the worst of WD's yesterday at the two day point I didn't give a shit what I ingested because I just wanted relief, so I got very foolish about it since it's never given me any bad reactions.
Any imminent risks to my health here with this much Kratom in my system? I don't feel any effects anymore and don't feel any "hangover" of sorts, other than this crippling nausea (that I've said, is not from the WD, the Kratom was preventing that and it feels like "because of something I ate" instead of "because of fucking opiate WD").
Any advice is GREATLY appreciated. Going on 7 hours sleep total in 3 days, I'm quite delirious and stressed out right now.