Ibogaine Total Alkaloid - 3 grams - Experienced as hell -WOW

So, its been five days since I took ibogaine and I'm still out of it. Completely clear-headed, but my mind is so slow its still a bit of a challenge writing clearly and making conversation. Ibogaine is by far the most interesting thing i have taken - nothing like a hallucinogen. It really does just put you into a dream state. I actually have almost complete amnesia of the trip, which I have never heard of in any experience report before.

I took it for opiate addiction. switched from suboxone to kratom a month ago, then to oxycodone 5 days before the trip.

I had a friend/practitioner to trip sit me, which i needed.
took the ibogaine in a series of small doses every 45 minutes. within a few minutes of taking the first dose i started to feel it. no visual noise, no open eye hallucinations, just a calm, dreamy state.

i had been very nervous about possible nausea, as i have a very very sensitive stomach and tend to projectile vomit from anything that makes people nauseous. i didn't get even the tiniest bit quesy in the end thank god, which may have been slightly helped with an anti-emetic i took before hand, but i think i would have been fine either way.

so the trip is coming on, and i lye in my bed, and damn its coming on strong. i hear the tribal people chanting to me, and i'm in an auditorium looking up into a tunnel of twisting colors and human voices singing. this is the last clear memory i have for the next 48 hours.

I have COMPLETE AMNESIA of the trip/ don't remember anything at all.

my parents and trip sitters filled me in a bit. i peed on my floor. i wandered through my house ass naked infront of everyone without realizing it. babbled nonsense, but had a big smile on my face the entire time i'm told. i peed on the toilet paper roll, and had people behind me at all time to clean up my frequent pees.

i have vague memories of dreams i had, but recalling them is like recalling dreams from ten years ago, very faint.

so i take the stuff sunday night, and my memory starts coming mostly back by mid-wednesday. didn't sleep a wink until just last night (thursday) with the help of 10mg diazepam.

the ibogaine removed all of my withdrawals. yes i couldn't sleep which sucked, and felt some restlessness, but the depression and misery of the wd's (the mental part, which i way worse than the physical) was totally removed. its been so interesting feeling some physical wd's but none mentally. the ibogaine fills your body with a heavy, slow feeling that fills up some recptor in your brain that blocks it.

anyways, i'm still processing the trip, and am still heavily under the influence of the ibogaine 5 days later. will keep you posted.

nice, i've tried it a few times, can't remember much either but it was like a lucid dream, very strange stuff.

I didn't use it for opiate withdrawal though but that's awesome it worked so well.

it also has a crazy reverse tolerance. i tried taking 200mg before the trip and felt nothing. i took 50mg today and was completely effected by it.

i still have a hard tim making memories. i keep loosing everything, and say things and then forget what i just sad a few seconds later.

such weird stuff. i had some crazy oxy cravings earlier today, but think they are just a force of habit as opposed to true cravings.

i keep singing to myself and dancing by myself to music. something i never do when coming off opioids. i can also just tell that even if i were to try get high it wouldn't work. my receptors are full of the iboga.

Damn nice.. lacking (obviously), but thank you for sharing this.
I have be quite anxious to try this out myself. They have legal "professional" clinics down acrossed the boarder here in TJ with doctors and the whole nine.

I'll have to read more into what other people mention about amnesia with it. I would like to remember all of it if possible, but if that ends up being part of the experience so be it. I wonder if you would remember more if you took it for a shamanistic experience instead of for detox.

i would recommend looking at a clinic. i happen to have a friend who has taken/ been a practitoner of iboga, so i was lucky. if i had been alone i could have easily killed myself. i was wanderin around naked with absolutely no awareness - which is strange for me because even if i'm on high doses of dxm or black out drunk i'm still always in control.

I walked into my dads office on day 3 naked in front of his employees naked just laughing and making no sense.

it appears that that the reboot of your brain and the benefits of the iboga have little to do with the "visionary stage" as i thought. it seems to actually change your brain chemistry, whether you remember the experience or not.

CitioKid said:

it appears that that the reboot of your brain and the benefits of the iboga have little to do with the "visionary stage" as i thought. it seems to actually change your brain chemistry, whether you remember the experience or not.

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fascinating. I can't wait to try it. Definitely doing it at a clinic though. I read of a practitioner saying it has killed people in a single use, from the drug itself, and not from actions.

another thing -

i think ibogaine has a million practical uses. i can already tell that as an anti-depressant it is amazing. also i have had HPPD (Hallucinogn Persisting Perceptual Disorder) from, of all things, smoking pot in my early teens. for me smoking a few hits of weed was akin to dropping ten hits of acid, and doing that for a few months really fucked with my head. Bad depersonalization disorder for a few years, which luckily went away entirely, but the visual noise remained.

anyways, i was afraid iboga would amplify the hppd as i thought it was a hallucinogen, but it is not. in fact, my hppd is completely gone. kinda realizing it since yesterday - that when i clothes my eyes i don't see any snap crackle pops of visual noise, nor with my eyes open.

man i just wanna give this stuff to everyone.

Glad to see it worked for you! I had to laugh at the part of you peeing on everything and being naked infront of your dads employees

I was really hoping someone else here had ibogaine experience.

Its been 9 days now and I'm still out of it. Feel a sweeping energy pulling my body side to side. Still very slow. Could only handle 3 hours of work today, but I have an understanding boss. "I heard you tripped all week" she said to me. My dad owns the company, so I do what the fuck I want.

Anyways, the cravings are back - have been since thursday or friday. I want to assault an old lady, or blow up an orphanage and then steal the surviving kids pain killers a few days later. sucky sucky fiva dolla kinda feeling.

is this normal? did the ibogaine fail me? i know its different for everyone, and different each time someone takes it. but any experience?

i don't wanna become a male escort like i did in high school again for some pain killers!

CitioKid said:

I was really hoping someone else here had ibogaine experience.

Its been 9 days now and I'm still out of it. Feel a sweeping energy pulling my body side to side. Still very slow. Could only handle 3 hours of work today, but I have an understanding boss. "I heard you tripped all week" she said to me. My dad owns the company, so I do what the fuck I want.

Anyways, the cravings are back - have been since thursday or friday. I want to assault an old lady, or blow up an orphanage and then steal the surviving kids pain killers a few days later. sucky sucky fiva dolla kinda feeling.

is this normal? did the ibogaine fail me? i know its different for everyone, and different each time someone takes it. but any experience?

i don't wanna become a male escort like i did in high school again for some pain killers!

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i think you have to hate what a drug does to you for you to give it up besides any "rebooting" ibogaine or ketamine stylee

i gave up cigarettes because i hated the fact they gave me atrocious farts, diarrhea and anxiety. but i enjoy the effects of alcohol and get no comedown off it so find it very hard to abstain. opiates were easy to give up in my prevoius job because they made me bad at my job but in my current job which involves being bitten and hit by autistic adults i find them invaluble and have a hard time abstaining since getting started again due to wisdom teeth abcesses.

its about wether you like what a drug does and wether its time for a change. because i came to hate my benzo dependence it was easy to cut them out although very unpleasant

Thanks for the write-up, I've been really interested in this compound for a while. Really looking foreword to delving into that realm!

i wonder why when people get really messy they always get naked haha?!

Just keeping anyone interested in ibogaine posted.

Its been two weeks since I've taken it. I relapsed for two days on oxycodone four days ago. Ibogaine has a strange effect that seriously blunts opiate euphoria afterwards for, well, I'm guessing awhile. I still got high, but not half as good as normally, but the "nod" aspect of the high was increased a lot, and I'm not a fan of nodding. It seems to decrease your tolerance to the opiate sedation, but not the euphoria.

Since my relapse I've taken more boosters, and those do seem to help.

I'm still depressed. I still sit and stare for many long minutes, too tired and unmotivated to even move. My sleep is still bad, but better. Maybe 4-5 hours a night. I'm on no sleeping pills.

So was it a success? I don't know yet. The early detox was much more bearable than cold turkey, but here at week two I'd say I'm only 25% better than I would be if I had not taken the ibogaine.

I've heard some ibo trips work, and some don't. Some people take it once and relapse, than a second time and it works a miracle.

I also am very treatment resistant and clinically depressed pre-opioid addiction (starting at age 16/17). Maybe that makes a difference - who knows.

Sounds like you're not really devoted to the idea of leaving opiates behind.. From what i've read, all that Ibogaine does is get you high for fucking days and resets opiate tolerance (and maybe tolerance for a few other substances?), i can't understand why it would suddenly make you forget about an addiction - in short, it takes personal effort - the Ibogaine treatment (seems to be) really just a self-set 'turning-point'. You've got to REALLY not want them anymore, regardless of how awful it makes you feel. Also remember that it's a large part psychological dependence on feeling great - life often seems mundane and pointless after being high for a while (i get this when abstaining from the ganj/after some trips), you've just got to remember how to enjoy yourself sober - not even necessarily 'enjoying' yourself more just being occupied - at least until you're straight again.
I came to this conclusion when you said you're 'very treatment resistant' and 'clinically depressed'. Sounds fucking badman, i've got an addictive personality (haven't we all?) and shit like this makes me very apprehensive about trying anything more addictive than weed (whose additivity is questionable in the first place). Good luck bro, it's not Ibogaine that's gonna fix your habit it's you.

people just feel run down for about a month after ibo - the trend i've noticed is that it seems to be prevalent with people dting from opiates, not those taking it for a life experience, or to get off a stimulant. I think that no matter how you slice it - sleep and energy are two things that take a long time to reregulate after opiate use. It definitely took me a month to feel normal again, and then it was steady improvement, those first two weeks tho : I couldn't walk a block. But to me it felt infinitely better than having done a cold kick, sure I was still out of it, but the QUALITY was much different. Stick in there, it will get better, just don't blow it! (I did my first time)