On wednesday morning at 5:58 am I placed 4 mg of suboxone under my tongue. I then placed another mg under there about a half hour later, totally ~ 5 mg. I am not a regular suboxone user but I am very seriously addicted to heroin.
SInce taking the suboxone, I have gone through hundreds of dollars of dope trying to get high and failing. I can't believe the suboxone is still blocking it. I definitely feel the dope, so I can't resist wasting it because I do get a ruish and then a little bit of a high but it's just not satisfying. This is so ridiculous. I hate suboxone. Please someone tell me when I will be able to get high again. Ever? It feels like I won't ever be able to get high again. I am extremely depressed.
SInce taking the suboxone, I have gone through hundreds of dollars of dope trying to get high and failing. I can't believe the suboxone is still blocking it. I definitely feel the dope, so I can't resist wasting it because I do get a ruish and then a little bit of a high but it's just not satisfying. This is so ridiculous. I hate suboxone. Please someone tell me when I will be able to get high again. Ever? It feels like I won't ever be able to get high again. I am extremely depressed.