that magical moment...

i dunno where this belongs, i had a dodgy nite last nite (someone has been stealing small round things from me...), and was just thinking about the moment when u realise the md has hit, just that second when you could get up and scream "OHMYFUCKINGGODTHISISWHEREI'VEWANTEDTOBEALLMY LIFE!" bah how good is it... *sighs*

w00t! for non-jaded people! :D
I seem to have distant memories of what you speak of... heheheh...
Nice!

pleo mate you better be @ nrg 5

Hehehehe... the key word in my last post was "distant"...

remember your first time? i was alone, on my own, since only 1 of my mates goes to parties, sitting on the steps outside the venue. i munched this tiny little piece of heaven, and i sat there and waited, anxiously, scared as all fuck of what might happen to me. time passed, and i started to feel these little tiny tingles all over me. was it just my mind trying to reassure me that something good was gonna happen? or was this the beginning? i sat some more, and made a new friend, a little skinny guy with a cigarette in his mouth, a caribee backpack about half his size slung over his shoulder. he sat with me, reassured me that it was gonna be fun. i tried to get up. and fell. the tingles had turned to rushes, and i knew i was on my way to that place, you know the one. my jaw started to clench and a huge grin spread across my face, even walking felt good. i talked to people, hugged people, smiled at people, and even had a dance. i sat with a girl and talked for a couple of hours, and then i came back to reality, left with a warm afterglow, a feeling of content, of knowing that there was this place i could go with likeminded people. the warmth of the sun shining down on me as i walked to the tram, the smile i got from the girl at the tramstop, and the interrogation i got from my mum when i got home.
my first time, and i've never looked back...

*wipes a tear from his eye* beautiful
Damn right i know that feeling. It's kinda like you are overwhelmed with happiness and think that this is the way its supposed to be, we're not supposed to be fighting and angry, we're sposed to feel like this, in *insert cheesy pun* utopia.
Ahh, yes its drug induced. But still!
Adikkal

Ahh, the so perfect moment that stays with you for the rest of your life. My first time was a complete and utter life changing experience. I was in the main arena at Utopia NYE 2001. Dust was flying everywhere, I was being jostled by a crowd, my choice of clothing was making a lake of sweat that was dripping down onto my shorts, the music was too cheesy and the MC wouldn't shut the hell up.
AND I LOVED EVERY SINGLE FUCKING SECOND OF IT!
I hail the pink omega. It was satori in pill form. Now since then the amount of times I've dropped can be measured on one hand, and the world of good its done for me can't be measured. This amazing little chem has made our group of friends the closest bunch of beautiful people I have the pleasure to know. Never has such an altered state brought so many changes to 'real life.'
I thank whatever forces caused drugs to exist.

A friend of mine has been curious for a while and tonight is his night. I know he will have just as good a tale as your's Zeroblue.
There is nothing like that first feeling......

cant help but sit here with a silly grin on my dial while i read this.
love those tingles!

How good it it when that really beautiful girl says, 'aww look at you, come here and give me a hug sweetie' and you do, and it's the best feeling ever.
And you're thinking, 'fark, this is the girl of my dreams, why can't i think the way i normally do and try and ask her out, and then you just say, ahh fuck, we're all human, she's more like my sister now'
And it is soooooo all good!!!!!!! :D
(then you kick yourself in the morning)

Haha! Werd Mooch!
I always get that,
then i wake up and change my sheets

a question for you guys.
as we all know that first time is some blissful state that we can never recapture, mostly because of the fact we all have a huge tolerence and also because of the fact that it was unknown, therefore no preconcieved ideas or feelings, making the whole experience fucking mind blowing, but how long should you wait in between pills to recapture just a part of that feeling. is it even possible. just a bit of background you may need to know is that i have had about 50 pills in about 8 month, just to give you an idea about my usage... dont worry i know it sounds like a lot but im cutting down!(its all those damn long weekends!!)
i hope you have the answers i want to hear !!!
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don't take any for the next 6 months atleast might help ALOT.
Don't take any till xmas, then take one on xmas day and impress your relatives on how 'nice and lovey dovey' you've become.
:D ~

my parents would be on to me straight away, my mum knows all about dilated pupils lol :D

^^^^^ hahaha zeroblue I would be SCREWED my mum works in Ophthalmology(eye specialist.........

Ahhhhhhhhhh Yes, I Know That Feeling, havent felt that one in a while, Yet being drug induced, it's a great feeling

whip it doesn't take an expert to figure out something is going on when my eyes are the size of dinner plates lol!

i get that feeling whenever i have decent gear. my first couple of times though i had shitty speed bombs i guess it eased me into it, as each roll got better
if i'd had the pink omega as my first pill though i'm sure it would have blown my head!

God I wish I could get that feeling from E still.
Even after close to a years break I still needed 3 pills to get good. I can still enjoy being totally smacked out on high doses, I can't stand MDMA in low doses at all, worst feeling possible. I'd rather be home in bed. Hmmm afraid my pillin days are long gone. Then came along opiates...but lets not even start on that subject.
Enjoy it while you can boys and girls,
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Envious as hell
Jaded as fuck
ScottEboy out
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This is why you should moderate your usage people, Keep It Safe