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pre-drug & party anticipation/edginess.. it's killing me!

lsd303

lsd303

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Well.. posting this message as a symptom of the topic, I guess - it's about 4-5 hours until I plan on dropping/going out, and man do I _hate_ how slow time seems to go on the day before a party! The anticipation tends to manifest as an excitedness bordering on anxiety.. sometimes it's been known to happen that I get so edgy that when I finally _do_ drop, even if it's a good pill, I get even more anxious once it starts to work - sucks when this happens!
I spose this is really a rather pointless message, but I was just wondering how many other people out there are in the same position at the moment (fucking around on the computer and wishing it was 10pm!)..? Please let me know I'm not the only one
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(...and bring on technosis! woohoo..!)
later..
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Today a young man on acid realised that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration... that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively - there's no such thing as death, life is only a dream and we're the imagination of ourselves.. here's Tom with the weather!
 
SAME!!!! OMFG i get SOOOOOO stressed... but i dont even realise im getting anxious... my leg just shakes a bit and then my back starts to hurt... no matter how cool and in control i think i am ---> im not
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but once i drop it all goes away
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Savour it. Like the MDMA experience, it too has a loss of magic effect over time. I'd love to get as hyped up as I used to about going out!
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Just as long as it doesn't stop the mdma from doing its job then it's all fine... I never really get that feeling too strongly...
Still, sitting at work and knowing people are going out and getting ready and I have to sit here till 12am doesn't make me happy... At around 8:30pm I'll really start fidgetting 'cos I know a heap of people will be at the Hideout and I won't
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Enjoy it man! I love the butterflies and shit....
Bring it on!
 
right on! I must say one of my favourite feelings is when you haven't been able to pre buy your pills and you finally find someone you know at a club and get on. I swear the feeling of just getting them in your hand is just as good as peeking on them
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(well kinda anyway...) We are sitting here waiting to goto a b/day and drop in about 3 hours..
 
A good idea to solve this problem is to watch cheesy 80's movies about helicopters or super weapons machines. By the time you work out what the movie is on about and get over the shame of living through that decade the waiting hours will be gone and your head will be so fucked up that you will be not wanting to go out anymore. Fuck the 80's were fucked up... I'll go now and be psycho elsewhere.
 
ha! We're kinda doing that. Watching Wrestling on foxtel. Thats the same as a fucked up 80's movie isn't it???
well, a5t least its 80's porn acting quality!
 
I'm sitting here, thinking about when I'm gonna try this trip I'm getting tomorrow, and how much I can't wait for Mystic...
And I forget about everything else.
Everything.
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wisest is he who knows that he does not know...
 
definately...although the only solution to this problem is: Have a MONSTER sesh before going out and dropping (ease the tension baby!)
When i first did this i thought i'd dull my roll with the weed beforehand, but "au contrare!"! It is a winner and definate booster
 
Yup agreed used to happen to me a lot more when pilling was new to me. How many people get bloody dry lips before going out because of the pre anxiety tension!
 
Yeah it suckss!!!
Can this actually destroy a lot of the affect the mdma has?
I usually try and mellow out to some music or some chimpanzee documentary :p
It sorta works, momentarily anyway!
 
I can relate to having the butterflies/nervous spasms/excited jumps and even possibly the,
*sucks in breath and whispers*
guilts...
but the good thing about all this is that at least we can STILL get excited about stuff BEFORE the mdma influence....(even if we are getting excited about that influence in particular)
so in short,
it's all llll llll ll goooood
hehe
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'once u pop, u can't stop..'
 
I'm a big fat too-much-MDMA-gives-me-nausea-girl....so when I get butterflies before going out, I get horrible burps and nausea. It's really bad.
So I have to try and not think about it... but it never works cause i'm always too damn excited. {Whoever thought of Quickeaze is an absolute genius by the way}
So my point is, I hate the get the pre-gig-jitters cause usually I end up sitting in the toilets for half an hour before I settle down... Even if I have a smile on my face, it still never works.
Damn my stupid brain
 
Yeah it used to happen to me all the time. I'd start jumping around because I just wanted everything or everyone to hurry up
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Now I still get it, but only if I've been nervous about something or I'm getting really excited or anxious about actually getting to the party !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It happened to me at Wild Things 2 and the last Sunny just gone.
 
hmmmm.......just make sure your amped to go out and party and not just to get that pill in your mouth guys.
 
Yer...I can relate. I used to get nausea and butterflies all the time. ALso burping as well. But it was only before a pill, and never on a pill. So it's kinda strange.
One day I decided that the anxiety was all a product of my mind so I did an experiment and told myself that I don't get any anxiety and since then I have been OK. Maybe others can try it?
Groovinessness...
DB
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two words, Human Traffic... >:p
fuck i luv that movie, wheneva i watch it, i wanna go out and take sum drugs until the nite that i was gunna drop, man, that hyped me and my friends up like a bunch of psycopaths. >:p good stuff.
the movie GO! does it a bit too i think.
>:p
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Whats ya name?
What ya had?
Reach for the lasers.
Safe as fuck.
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my fav movie is human traffic
everytime i whatch it i get so fucking hyped to go out
its insane!
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if saying what you're feeling makes you a looser,
then i must be a big one :)
 
I just have to have a rant about GO...
I thought GO was actually quite shite. It was too unrealistic. The pilling guy had obviously never had a pill in his life and the dealer guy going on about pharmaceutical grade pills is bollocks. No such thing.
Try Run Lola Run on acid
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I swear it was made for it
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---That'll be 2c please *Ka-Ching*---
DB
 
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