Have drugs shaped my spirituality? Yes.
All right, here's an old hippie talking, but doing LSD when I was 16, whatever, and for years afterwards - well, yes, it really created a sense of the interconnectedness of all things for me, the grand patterns, the glorious mosaics, the basic profundity at the core of life. More than anything else I ever did. And now with E, that's happening on an emotional level as well. Although as I'm writing this, I'm suddenly feeling like LSD is a profounder drug. OMG, I can't believe I'm reaching that conclusion, but...oh gosh, looks like I'll have to start a new thread somewhere or other about this.