Yeh I had a lot of help beating it lol, once the DEA found out I was cooking I got a nice 20month stay in state so I had no choice to get off. After that I was on parole for 3 years getting urine tests, and by the time I was done with everything I had become the worlds #1 enemy of meth.
All I can say about meth is month after month you slowly get more stimulated, more paranoid, and more anxious in general. Your adrenal glands up regulate (not down regulate) and you become more sensitive to the own adrenaline your body produces, which in turn makes you more paranoid, fires off more adrenaline, and it just keeps going round and round getting worse the longer you stay on.
However, because I was not paying for meth, and cooking an avg an ounce a week, I was using about 4-6 gms a day, everyday. So I was taking much more than the avg person buying meth.
If you ever decide to stop though for good, and start having anxiety problems, inderal helped me more than any benzo or any ssri could. I tired zoloft, zyprexa, xanax, klonopin, paxil, lexapro and valium and the ONLY drug that started to stablize my body over time was a simple little beta blocker called inderal. After about 2 years my adrenal glands starting acting normal, and most of the paranoia subsided, although it took me 6 years alone to find inderal.
Just remember that for down the road if you ever DO choose to stop, and are having a difficult time with any residual paranoia/adrenal based side affects. G/luck! And there has to be more people who have smoked it and ejaculated, that can't just be isolated to injecting, although I don't think snorting it would be strong enough to cause something like that.