I have the same question, I'm in the midst of a brutal panic attack and I've been getting them on top of migraines (We think at least. The panic attacks were spurred by not knowing what was happening as these "migraines" are without any head pain which I now know is a type of migraine) This was 4 days ago I've been in and out of hospitals getting tests done the first night they gave me IV Serex to calm me down and it knocked me out (Had been up 38 hours, no drugs involved other than two puffs of hash, as everytime I tried to sleep I would get hit with a "migraine" episode and thought it was Simple Partial seizure due to a previous Tramadol OD and the effects I've felt since) and they sent me home. The next day things were worse so I went to a better hospital, they drew blood, set up a neurologist appt the next day and gave me 30mg Serex orally, which also put me out very well (I have been a fairly frequent user of downers but had virtually no benzo experience before this.) The next day started off better until about 6pm at the hospital when the episodes started again. I saw the neuro team and they set up a CT scan (came back negative) and gave me gravol for nausea which made everything, aside from the vomiting and nausea, 10x worse. They ended up giving me 1mg Ativan and sent me home, with an impending EEG (brain scan) to come this week. They gave me 15 Ativan to tide me over, which gave me bad effects, so I called my GP and asked for something weaker, and he gave me 0.25mg of xanax and said take half of one as needed. Next panic attack, took a half. Waited. Nothing, panicking got worse. Took another half, nothing. Another half, nothing. At this point previous doses were wearing off but the next half on top of half an Ativan put me out, but was definitely nothing extreme I went to bed still slightly panicked and woke up the same way. Today, I took 1 Ativan and waited and it did not catch the attack so I took another half and that did it. Now, currently, I'm having the worst panic attack I've had in a couple days and I took 2 xanax off the bat. Waited 30 mins and felt some effects but absolutely nothing that would ease the anxiety, so I took another half. Still nothing. Now, 10 minutes ago, I just took another half broken in two sublingually and just as I'm writing this I'm finally calming down and getting relief which feels so good and relieving but my question is: Why does my tolerance skyrocket so quickly? I read benzo tolreance is supposed to take 3 months to increase. How is that possible? I feel as though my tolerance has shot through the roof already and it did the exact same with opiates when I was on OxyContin and Tramadol for chronic pain last year. I ended up on 200mg of OC a day and 2 400mg TR Tramadol within a year and I really and truly was not abusing them, although I've heard opiods tend to not work well with people who have chronic pain but thats besides the point. I'm starting to think these "tolerance guidelines" in medical journals are full of shit and it has everything to do with the person and little to do with the medication (depending on which) and I'm tired of being viewed as a drug seeker when I'm really not. If I wanted fcking drugs I'd go buy them from a multitude of friends who sell everything you can imagine but I dont.
I'm really sorry for the rambling style of writing, I'm trying to hold it together. I'm usually an extremely good writer but I'm very new to panic attacks and I just want some answers. I really hope someone can clear this up for me because I don't understand how my tolerances always do this to any meds tolerance applies to.
Xanax is now fully kicked and working enough at .75 and I'm calmed down so no rush for answers I just need to know here because I dont know how long the anxiety will last or how long I'll be on these pills. Right now they're limited. I'm seeing my GP tuesday and I have 13 Ativan (Which as far as he knows I'm not taking, and I pretty much havent aside from the 2, because of the effects and I'd really like to avoid them but I'm worried I'll need them as the Xanax either run out or lose effectiveness or both) and 4 Xanax left (Which arent doing anything as of now unless I take 3 and thats today; Who knows my tolerance tomorrow) So I really don't know what to do. I'm so new to anxiety at this extent and its killing me.
Hope somebody can give me some advice, sorry if it seems like I'm stealing the thread but I googled benzodiazepine tolerance and this came up and it felt like an appropriate thread to post it in. Brand new here too so sorry if I fucked up somehow I know certain forums have certain rules but I'd assume a bunch of people in these situations would be rather forgiving.
Peace and thanks in advance
Flic'