CokeMonger
Bluelighter
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- Jun 17, 2009
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Ibogaine - big update / no silver bullet
Enough.
20+ years of in and out of 12 step programs, surgical implants of Naltrexone in my arm, clean time on my own & in / out of NA, and the seemingly inevitable fall when the battle to the demon is once again lost.
I borrowed the money and am flying from New Jersey to San Diego on Sunday. Monday morning I'm checked into the Ibogaine treatment center in Mexico: http://ibogaine-therapy.net/
A lot of questions / theories / opinions have been posted here about Ibogaine, but now you'll get a first-person view. I'll update if I can from the center (they say they have wi-fi available), otherwise I'll post again when I'm back.
I'm scared shitless, but, at this point, more scared of not doing it.
Please say a prayer for me (or two), folks - I'd appreciate it.
Enough.
20+ years of in and out of 12 step programs, surgical implants of Naltrexone in my arm, clean time on my own & in / out of NA, and the seemingly inevitable fall when the battle to the demon is once again lost.
I borrowed the money and am flying from New Jersey to San Diego on Sunday. Monday morning I'm checked into the Ibogaine treatment center in Mexico: http://ibogaine-therapy.net/
A lot of questions / theories / opinions have been posted here about Ibogaine, but now you'll get a first-person view. I'll update if I can from the center (they say they have wi-fi available), otherwise I'll post again when I'm back.
I'm scared shitless, but, at this point, more scared of not doing it.
Please say a prayer for me (or two), folks - I'd appreciate it.
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