Hi,
I'm new here, this is my first post (have actually been an active reader of bluelight for a couple of months now, only now decided to sign up).
Now a few nights ago I experienced nothing I've ever experienced from (what I'm pretty damn sure was) MDMA. Now just for a bit of background, I've got quite a low tolerance, only consume maybe once a month, 1 pill's usually enough to keep me going all night. Basically, I consumed a couple of pills (red doves) that I'd seen a few mates take the night before (just had a quiet time chillin to music, chatting etc.) where the only drugs of any kind that i had were a few beers, that's it. Now I could tell from their reactions that they were enjoying the pills a fair bit, luckily i had some chewing gum on me for them to have
Anyway, the next day I woke up and was with these people again, they were fairly scattered, probably not helped by the total lack of sleep they had. So that night, I was home by myself and decided to have just a chilled session at home with a bit of MDMA, as I've done before and thoroughly enjoyed. So, I started by consuming one pill.
About 25-30 minutes in I could start to feel it come up, and then I was feeling intoxicated, but, to my surprise, absolutely zero change in mood/euphoria levels. Even as I was "peaking" I felt no euphoria at all, just that usual intoxication, along with huge pupils, jaw clenching, the usual side effects.
So as the intoxication started to wear off, I thought what the hell might as well snort 1/2 a pill to see if that did anything else, but it just brought me back to where I was.
Then I eventually came down, felt just as I did before the 1.5 pills really, went to sleep, next day had absolutely no scattered feelings at all (as if nothing happened, no change in serotonin levels at all).
Any other users experienced this? I've decided I'm gonna take a break from pills anyway. For anyone who hasn't experienced this, you'd be surprised how unpleasant being off tap is without the euphoric feelings. I'm pretty sure the pills aren't crap judging by the experiences of much more tolerant users than me, and I'm not really looking for information about them either, more the phenomenon.
Thanks in advance.
I'm new here, this is my first post (have actually been an active reader of bluelight for a couple of months now, only now decided to sign up).
Now a few nights ago I experienced nothing I've ever experienced from (what I'm pretty damn sure was) MDMA. Now just for a bit of background, I've got quite a low tolerance, only consume maybe once a month, 1 pill's usually enough to keep me going all night. Basically, I consumed a couple of pills (red doves) that I'd seen a few mates take the night before (just had a quiet time chillin to music, chatting etc.) where the only drugs of any kind that i had were a few beers, that's it. Now I could tell from their reactions that they were enjoying the pills a fair bit, luckily i had some chewing gum on me for them to have
Anyway, the next day I woke up and was with these people again, they were fairly scattered, probably not helped by the total lack of sleep they had. So that night, I was home by myself and decided to have just a chilled session at home with a bit of MDMA, as I've done before and thoroughly enjoyed. So, I started by consuming one pill.
About 25-30 minutes in I could start to feel it come up, and then I was feeling intoxicated, but, to my surprise, absolutely zero change in mood/euphoria levels. Even as I was "peaking" I felt no euphoria at all, just that usual intoxication, along with huge pupils, jaw clenching, the usual side effects.
So as the intoxication started to wear off, I thought what the hell might as well snort 1/2 a pill to see if that did anything else, but it just brought me back to where I was.
Then I eventually came down, felt just as I did before the 1.5 pills really, went to sleep, next day had absolutely no scattered feelings at all (as if nothing happened, no change in serotonin levels at all).
Any other users experienced this? I've decided I'm gonna take a break from pills anyway. For anyone who hasn't experienced this, you'd be surprised how unpleasant being off tap is without the euphoric feelings. I'm pretty sure the pills aren't crap judging by the experiences of much more tolerant users than me, and I'm not really looking for information about them either, more the phenomenon.
Thanks in advance.