Thank fuck - I'm on the downward spiral.
Biggest and sketchiest k-hole I have had to date - the sensation of being dead was about 1,000,000 times too realistic for my tastes.
I was trying to get up, navigate round my bedroom. I was desperate for light as all was dark. I genuinely felt that I was in a parallel universe for the dead, tried the light switches and nothing happened (I'd forgot that the wall switches dont work in my room).
Totally and utterly out of sync in terms of physical function, able to concoct OEVs from nothing - the most disturbing was that my bedroom seemed to be a huge expanse of black space.
I have to write a TR about this - I was watching Napolean Dynamite (for the first time) beforehand and a segment of the hole involved me being the character himself...
When I was trying to move around after finally working out how to get the lights on, The combination of numbness in certain areas, inability to grasp the concept of walking and being unable to acknowledge two dimensional objects correctly was so SO fucking horrifying.