Several years ago I did something that I think was a fair thing but I would honestly like to know what the majority of people think about it.
I knew somebody very slightly (on 'the scene' only and I rarely saw him) and after some time I very occasionally got the odd pill from him (two or three times in all) which were meant to be E's. They were never very strong and were not cheap but I got some effects each time.
Here is where I want to know about people's opinions of my inaction. One day I was out early in the night and didn't have much money left. I was at a club and about ready to go home when I saw him. We chatted and I said I was about to go home. I was always curious about whether he was at work even though I really was quite happy to be going home so I discovered he had a couple of pills on him. I wasn't especially tired though. I said I didn't have any money to buy a pill although it would be nice and unexpectedly, as he had never done this before, he said I could have one and owe him. This seemed a very nice gesture to me so I said why not and thankyou. We didn't discuss a price or time to pay and he doesn't know where I live although we do very occasionally see each other around.
The pill, which I consumed in two halves over the space of half an hour (my usual practice was to do it over the space of an hour and I'm not overly attenuated to the effects of E) had no effect on me at all. I didn't test them as I was at a club. Apart from the initial thrill of anticipation which I got even before I had consumed anything the pill had absolutely no effect on me whatsoever - either good or bad. I had had only one schooner and I think I consumed one more waiting for the effects to come on. This level of alcohol use has never caused any problem with the effect of E before or since. He left within half an hour of giving me the pill. I waited about 4 hours at the club before going to bed quite annoyed at having wasted the 4 hours hoping for some effect.
When I saw him a few days later somewhere (I usually don't see him from month to month) I told him there was no effect and said I wouldn't pay. He told me it was me and casually said I would pay him when I could. He also told me all the people he had given/sold any of this type of pill to had told him the pills were great. We still never discussed a price. I also was not on any medication so there was nothing unusual that could have interacted with the E. I still see him occasionally years later and I usually feel a combination of awkwardness/guilt and annoyance at him. He only asked about the pill on one other occasion and I repeated that I wouldn't be paying. Naturally, I haven't had any more pills from him. He hasn't been especially unfriendly when we have met. The pill looked very like a white aspirin tablet but with a rough texture. It had no markings at all.
Is there any reason I should pay him? If the drugs were legal and we had made a legal contract for sale surely I would be able to legally avoid paying so why should this situation be any different? Please explain why, if you think I should have paid him. Thanks.
I knew somebody very slightly (on 'the scene' only and I rarely saw him) and after some time I very occasionally got the odd pill from him (two or three times in all) which were meant to be E's. They were never very strong and were not cheap but I got some effects each time.
Here is where I want to know about people's opinions of my inaction. One day I was out early in the night and didn't have much money left. I was at a club and about ready to go home when I saw him. We chatted and I said I was about to go home. I was always curious about whether he was at work even though I really was quite happy to be going home so I discovered he had a couple of pills on him. I wasn't especially tired though. I said I didn't have any money to buy a pill although it would be nice and unexpectedly, as he had never done this before, he said I could have one and owe him. This seemed a very nice gesture to me so I said why not and thankyou. We didn't discuss a price or time to pay and he doesn't know where I live although we do very occasionally see each other around.
The pill, which I consumed in two halves over the space of half an hour (my usual practice was to do it over the space of an hour and I'm not overly attenuated to the effects of E) had no effect on me at all. I didn't test them as I was at a club. Apart from the initial thrill of anticipation which I got even before I had consumed anything the pill had absolutely no effect on me whatsoever - either good or bad. I had had only one schooner and I think I consumed one more waiting for the effects to come on. This level of alcohol use has never caused any problem with the effect of E before or since. He left within half an hour of giving me the pill. I waited about 4 hours at the club before going to bed quite annoyed at having wasted the 4 hours hoping for some effect.
When I saw him a few days later somewhere (I usually don't see him from month to month) I told him there was no effect and said I wouldn't pay. He told me it was me and casually said I would pay him when I could. He also told me all the people he had given/sold any of this type of pill to had told him the pills were great. We still never discussed a price. I also was not on any medication so there was nothing unusual that could have interacted with the E. I still see him occasionally years later and I usually feel a combination of awkwardness/guilt and annoyance at him. He only asked about the pill on one other occasion and I repeated that I wouldn't be paying. Naturally, I haven't had any more pills from him. He hasn't been especially unfriendly when we have met. The pill looked very like a white aspirin tablet but with a rough texture. It had no markings at all.
Is there any reason I should pay him? If the drugs were legal and we had made a legal contract for sale surely I would be able to legally avoid paying so why should this situation be any different? Please explain why, if you think I should have paid him. Thanks.
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