this is what I can recall: thursday,100mg adderall,friday maybe 40mg to 60mg adderall,then at night at like 2am saturday,half gram of coke,then 60mg adderall at 6am,another half of gram of coke at 4pm saturday, sunday 60mg adderall at 7am,1 x at 5pm,then got tweek,spent all my money,smoked a half gram yesterday night. played cards with a friend all night.smoked some more at 4isham. it's now 6am. still have some left for uh later today. I might lay down I should huh yeah. probably around 7pm today I will get more.since I'm broke.I'll just be the handy dandy driver. yep yep. gotta do what it takes. won't ever leave the game. I'll drive forever. can't slack off gotta be 24/7 taxi driver.but the reward is my medicine. it saves me.makes me happy. this is the only thing left in the world that makes me smile.happy. that only thing that makes me feel that happiness. it makes my dead eyes.mind.light up big.just thinking about it. it's the light that brightens up the whole entire void.