bad experience on ecstasy poem

here's a poem i wrote after my last experience on e which made me realize it's time to give up chemicals for awhile:
Ecstasy
I hold the pill tight in my hand
look at it and try to understand
the power it holds, what waits to be found
pop it in and swallow it down.
Nothing, nothing, tapping my feet
feeling the music and the beat
yes, no, maybe I will
just have myself another pill.
Now I feel it coming on strong
wait it out it won't last long
soon I'll be happy, forget all my woes
oh to be high and never be low.
Warm butterflies in my tummy
oh these pills are so yummy
I'm gonna hug everyone here
and dance all night, all week, all year!
Suddenly feeling a little sick
gotta get to the bathroom quick
just can't wait, now I'm down on the floor
feeling like hell but I wanna do more.
Don't go away, oh beautiful high!
I'm down so low I just wanna die
can't move my legs, my smile is gone
I'm sitting here missing my favourite song.
I said I'd stay sober...ya right
now I'm laying here sketched half-way through the night
just one more pill to get me high
no more money, I'm gonna cry...
This is living, this makes me free
this is Ecstasy.

I don't know what to say. I want to say something but........
It is nothing bad, you're a wonderful writer.

You crated a way in to your soul. Very Impressive I also write and love to have responses.
Beauty is how you see it.
Melody

very nice *Sweetie* =) You're In TO right, any recommendations on what/where to go between 21st - 31st?

POOKIE:
i'm going to school in london but i'll be going home to TO for the holidays...
i'm taking a break from parties for a month or two but check out the toronto rave connection for info on parties: http://members.home.com/raver4life
plur,
kimmy

Thanks KIMMY pLUr =)

thanks for posting that
e is glorified way too much in the scene
people forget how bad it makes them feel
im in london too =0)
Lynne