after a year of pilling, speeding n such forth i have now been off the drugs for well it's been 7 weeks since ive had a pill and 5 since i had acid, cant remember how many weeks ago i had speed but it was longer than 7 weeks
anywho the reason i gave up was because the negative side of drugs was becoming larger and lasting longer than the positives hence it was no longer worth putting up witha week of unmotivated depression just to buzz for a few hours, so i quit
i didn't think i was addicted, and thankfully i wasn't, i continued to party only straight, ive always been able to do this so i guess knowing i could go all night without drugs made it easier
so year if you keep partying only w/o drugs you need not find anything to replace this wonderful passtime that i call my life with
if your worried about staying awake try some no dose, and you'll be suprised how good a lil alkey can be, you may have turned away from it during your chemical days such as i did, but now ive returned to it, and find that in moderations(i drink alot less now) you can get fuked and still feel ok next week without embarresing yourself too much.
anywho hope this helped a little,
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~i wouldn't wish the current state of my brain upon anyone~