Benzos Worried.. Benzos now causing my favorite high?

[Jabberwocky]

I’ve only really seen benzos as first aid or last resort in response to things going sideways with other drugs. However, once when I was having a very bad LSD trip that seemed to go on and on forever a doctor gave me a big injection of liquid valium –– that might have been one of the most memorable highs of my life (ironically as a downer to come back to earth from planet LSD). On that basis I can understand where the addiction potential for large doses comes in. But I wonder if you have to have serious anxiety already to feel “high” from benzos?

 

[Lil'LinaptkSix]

I need to be entirely sober for the remainder of my life or death is highly likely outcome.

nah there can be some middle ground, bruh
may be hard to find
worth the effort, imo

 

[THECATINTHEHAT]

nah there can be some middle ground, bruh
may be hard to find
worth the effort, imo

Trying to live life in the middle ground has been more successful than abstinence for me personally.

Granted, neither has worked massively well but for me 12-step abstinence was just a continuous cycle of being sober and in a massive amount of emotional pain then relapsing big time.

 

[euphoricc]

BENZOS RUINED MY LIFE STILL ON THEM WILL BE FOREVER CAUSE IF NOT ILL SIEZURE IT`S BS I HATE IT

 

[euphoricc]

@euphoricc sorry to hear bro :/ i hope you're ok.

i think the way forward with benzos is what this whole forum is about. do it (if at all) with a strong degree of caution, and be sure to be safe about it.

i am fine just stating what -klonopin-xanax-all did to me lol im still on klonopin and gabapentin at this time

 

[euphoricc]

yes tread lightly i always loved being faded on xanax as a kid now i feel like just faded all day emotions kinda cold but i have kids so i maintain on meds on sublocade as well so i`mma just take it a day at a time