Hi OD, a few of you may remember a thread I posted about 2 weeks ago asking for support and different things about tramadol withdrawal and what I should do to make it through it because it was the roughest thing Ive ever survived in my life. Well a follow up to that for those who have been private messaging me and/or wondering how I have been since then. I have been too sick to message people sorry.
Well after quitting tramadol completely now, which I am so happy about finally, I have unfortunately been in the worst bout of depression I have ever been in my life. I was slightly depressed before abusing tramadol and once I found a good source I abused it for way to long but it made my life amazing. Well was it worth it?NO. Tramadol will DESTROY your chemical balance in your brain. Serotonin and norepinephrine. I have been suicidal, extremely depressed, no control over it. Just the worst outlook on life, I have been in so much mental anguish that I often thought about shooting myself in the head to end it and get peace. Tramadol will destroy you. Its worse than heroin, xanax, alcohol, nicotine, anything. The down-regulation of serotonin and Norepinephrine is serious. Stay away from this one please. It wll ruin your brain. I never got why people dont want to believe me because tramadol "doesnt get you that high" or "is so weak compared to this, that, and this" please just trust me. Tramadol withdrawal is one nightmare in itself, but the Post acute withdrawal symptoms are all antidepressant symptoms. And they really are a hell.
Hope this saves atleast one person's life from being ruined.
Well after quitting tramadol completely now, which I am so happy about finally, I have unfortunately been in the worst bout of depression I have ever been in my life. I was slightly depressed before abusing tramadol and once I found a good source I abused it for way to long but it made my life amazing. Well was it worth it?NO. Tramadol will DESTROY your chemical balance in your brain. Serotonin and norepinephrine. I have been suicidal, extremely depressed, no control over it. Just the worst outlook on life, I have been in so much mental anguish that I often thought about shooting myself in the head to end it and get peace. Tramadol will destroy you. Its worse than heroin, xanax, alcohol, nicotine, anything. The down-regulation of serotonin and Norepinephrine is serious. Stay away from this one please. It wll ruin your brain. I never got why people dont want to believe me because tramadol "doesnt get you that high" or "is so weak compared to this, that, and this" please just trust me. Tramadol withdrawal is one nightmare in itself, but the Post acute withdrawal symptoms are all antidepressant symptoms. And they really are a hell.
Hope this saves atleast one person's life from being ruined.