i guess kratom should be kept bagged in the refrigerator. i put mines in a cabinet and months later tried again. maybe it sprouted spores from not being refrigerated, maybe not.
i definitely was tripping balls though.
also was like being drunk. blurred vision or maybe seeing things. definitely poison.
and completely sick outta my mind all day. could not function. nausea, but not sick enough to vomit.
just a little bit is what i probably what all i just need, so to speak. and that even gets me sick enough when just a little tiny sub lingual taste to see how it is.
sure helped me when i was sick though, from not enough vicodin.
if i could just find the correct levels of the kratom, then maybe. but i dont know . . . . . . i can't see straight from it. my vision gets bent. mushrooms would be more coherent.
i don't understand . . . because i could live on vicodins for the rest of my life . . . and feel perfectly ' normal. '
i just want to figure out when i can start taking the pure cwe from them - the hydocodone (vici) occasionally or just every once in a great while.
maybe it's b/c cleaner than kratom powder and kratom tea.
I probably shouldn't have taken vicodin
everyday but i
definitely didn't have any pain !
someday when i heal, i am only going to take them once a week or so. and effects should last for three or four days.
kratom has it's moments of pain relief. lol. but then the sickness lasts until the effect wears down. oh yes, and then my brain probably goes right back into doap sickness somehow and wants my pain killer relief
again. thanks 'liht.
. . . . oh. . . and i don't know, the nausea alone from the kratom leaf powder makes me not even want to deal with that anymore. my vicodin tonic was so clean.
took it all for granted that i never felt sick or even bad. and this was in a very advancing forward and a productive way. I was careful and only took as prescribed or a.s.a.p. which, of course now
i realise was way too much.
i would get a
cluster headache if i even tasted a little bit of kratom like on my finger right now. just always sick allot now still.
so i don't know. maybe
kratom soaks up into my brain like a sponge and then my brain is having a tough time squeezing it out.
so sorry for being so boring, but my name should be ; i'm so miserable. i used to go places and do things. i even road
mountain bike. then i tore all my ligament in my wrist. it's stretched and torn. bone and joint doctor said if isolating cannot heal everything then will have to have surgery.
so still trying to heal and do not need anymore kind of pain what so ever. lol.
kratom sounds great but doesn't seem good for inflammation.
this post is starting to sound like the moan and groan thread. i will whine about it all day if i don't figure out a way to do something to get better. my wrist is kind of small and wouldn't make it through the mauling and scars of surgery. with
and the arthritic sciatica. even drinking alcohol barley wont even compare to the help from the poppies.
i will probably have to get with the psychiatrist again for diazepam to help with the anxiety for stress relief, away a bit from the pain, lol, of it all. then i will request a pain management referral, if he would even be capable of that. he is an awesome psychiatrist though but thinking about retiring with his big ole new dog he has now after the old one died. silly dog would eat cookie treats in the office with him and his appointments. love the benevolence. ♡
thank you so much for talking kratom.
i enjoyed trying it up until it hammered me badly. bye. hy.