I'm not sure who you're talking to here, but when we refer to Bluelight as a vibrant organism composed of many cells of different yet equal importance, we're not implying that you can actually communicate with Bluelight in the same way that you talk to a living person. In the same way that sex with my mop always ends with disappointment, an online forum does not a quality companion make. At any rate, I'm closing your thread man, so... read the forum guidelines.