nobody accused you of "shitting out garbage" ...someone asked how your "spiritual health" was these days.
it was just a honest question, one that had nought to do w/ shit nor garbage.
I don't believe in happiness honestly. it's nothing but an unattainable concept, though a concept essentially necessary for the survival of mankind ...hope reigns eternal.
I once had what I guess you could pretty much call a "perfect night" years ago while totally fucked up on a like 1200mg lyrica w/ my boyfriend. what a wonderful night, so much fun. the only one single experience I had that night that could possibly be construed as negative was when my boyfriend did a perfect flip (backflip or frontflip I honestly don't remember) out by the barn on my parents' property. I was so impressed -- I mean, as far as I know he definitely can't do any kind of flip thing while sober and he had never done one before, but he said on lyrica it seemed to come naturally and be quite easy. SO naturally I decided to attempt a flip ...I am much less coordinated however and landed flat on my back HARD on the concrete barn aisle. fortunately it didn't even phase me and we went on to have a magical rest of the night.
such elation.
innocent youth.
FWIW you really should be posting stuff like this in the Drug Culture section of the forum, not Other Drugs.